A Walk with HIM

James koko

2009-09-21T17:43:00.000-07:00

the first day of CLP, during our half an hour break, i checked my handphone, i saw this message from my sister "James koko died in Norway" I was puzzled...died??? i won't be seeing him anymore?? i teared in the lecture hall...

James koko was one of my brother's best friend. I always remember that he came to my parent's office in Muar often and play with my brother during secondary school time. My mum always prepare tea and snacks for them and i'm always the one who carried them up to second floor for them and play with them. Although he's overweight, he's never been insecured. In fact, he always make fun of himself and even tell us how careful he has to be when he sit on chairs because he broke several chairs in his office. He's not mad when my brother said he's tall because the fat under his feet is thick. He's not mad too when my brother and other friends called him "kap po"(toad in Hokkian) because his face wasn't smooth. I remember calling him kap po koko because i don't know the meaning of kap po initially :p

He's very good with IT stuffs. Whenever we have problems with our computer, he will come and help. He even helped us to improve my parent's office's computer system. Whenever we want to buy computer stuffs, he will go to Low Yat with us because he know the people there. He know where to get the cheap but good stuffs. He is the one who cleared all our computer viruses.

He's also the one who brought my brother, my sister and I to Korean BBQ in Taipan. I remember all of us can hardly breathe after the meal :p I remember he told us that he will bring us to other place to eat next round. Then i went to UK to study. When i get back, there are viruses in my computer. My brother told me that James koko may not be free because his new job requires him to fly here and there. He's seldom in Malaysia. So i downloaded the free AVG online myself and cleared some of the virus, thinking that i will wait for James koko to come one day........

I remember the last time with him was when we traveled back to Subang Jaya from Muar together in his red Kenari. He drove 160 and i was freaking out! but then thank God we arrived in SS15 safe. We had a good time chit chatting in the car. He told me how he finished his assignments in one week and relax throughout his semester. I remember he told me that my English has improved.

there were fun times, but there were time when i was mad with James koko. I remember once he commented that my cantonese is bad when i talked to the waiter. I was mad because his cantonese is worst than mine and yet he said my cantonese is worst then his. I was kind of mad but then thinking back, why am i so mad? Just let him be!

yesterday morning was his memorial. My brother told me that he some how wish that James koko could just jump infront of him and say "tada! surprise!! i'm not dead!!" well, we are sad but i truly believe that God has His very best plan why to make this happened. It's just like only now we understand why God took my daddy away from us 10 years ago. If it wasn't so, all of us would be very spoiled including my mum!! We wouldn't be who we are today.

James koko's death reminded me again that we human beings likes to take things for granted. We always think that everyone will live until 70 years old at least or may be 80 years old. Who knows, God decided to take James back to Him when he's 28. So young.....he's the only son in his family. I prayed, in fact the very first time i prayed for him was in my lecture hall after reading my sister's sms, i prayed for him and his family. Make full use of his death, his sacrifies...remind his family or even his friends to appreciate life and live life abundantly.

James koko was far away from God during his life time but i believe that he does know that Jesus died for him. No one knows what really happened to him in the forest...no one knows how was his last moment...whether he cried out to God when he felt down the water fall...God you know about everything! God.....he's a good man...i pray that You take him back to Heaven...

James koko, may you rest in peace. You will be missed...I'll see you in Heaven when my time on earth comes to an end...

a weird call i got in Aberystwyth

2009-08-08T07:07:00.000-07:00

i got a weird call when i was using Felix's laptop in Aberystwyth :-

Mr. X : Is this Anne?
Me : Speaking.
Mr. X : Do you do blowjob?
Me : ..... excuse me?
Mr. X : Do you swallow cum from cock?

I hang up the phone. It was an unknown number. It's a British guy aged between 20-25. I wonder where he got my number from! I only give my number to friends that i know!

I told my friends about this and i got funny funny comments from the guys :-

Felix : Ai yo! You should say "Yes of course i do!!! You wanna meet up? Let's meet up at Aberystwyth's police station"

Loh : You should say "No. I only like to swallow cum from virgina!" LOL

say this when you pray...

2009-06-03T06:50:00.000-07:00

Father,

hallowed be your name, your kingdom come.

Give us each day our daily bread.

Forgive us our sins, for we also forgive those who sins against us.

And lead us not into temptations...

If you think you can, you can!

2009-06-02T01:03:00.001-07:00

people usually say "if you think you can, you can!"

But do you know that if you think you can't, GOD can?!

a question that all of us should think about

2009-05-29T00:11:00.000-07:00

"And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come back and take you to be with me that you also may be where I am." - John 14:3

D.L. Moody tells of a wealthy man who had found out he was dying of an incurable disease. Wanting to get things in order, he called for his lawyer and prepared his will. But this man had a little four-year-old daughter. The man’s wife just didn’t know how to explain to the young girl about what death means. So she simply told her, “Your dad is going away and he's not going to be able to come back." So the little girl went into her dad’s room, looked up in his eyes, and said, “Papa, do you have a home in that land you’re going to?” This innocent question pierced the man’s soul. He realized that he had spent all of his adult life focused on amassing wealth and power but so little on what really counted. They lived in a beautiful home that he had to leave, and he didn’t know where he was going.

My friends, are you like that man? A beautiful home here in this world, yet uncertain about the next? Are you sure that when that time comes, you’ve got a home to go to? Jesus tells us that heaven is like home – like home is supposed to be. There is only one way to be sure that we are going there. Jesus is the only way. Do you believe Him, or do you not? Having a home in heaven depends on you trusting in Jesus as your Savior and Lord...

Appreciate little little things

2009-05-27T22:06:00.000-07:00

some times, some how, I realised, how people don't appreciate little little things you've done. For instance, when my flat's bell rings, no one bothers to go to the door even if that's their friends! The thing that makes it worse is that some don't even say "thank you" when you open the door for them. Another thing that i wondered was, is it so hard to just carry the garbage out? We lived on the first floor! There are 6 big bags of garbage now and no one bothered to throw it out! We have been the one doing and hoping that someone will do it as it collected for so long....but haha, sorry, no one ever think about it. I just went to the post office to take my little parcel because no one can ever be bothered to open the door when the post man came. Imagine 5 of them in the flat and no one wants to walk lesser than 20 steps to the door and see who's out there??!! It won't take you even one minute! They just don't know that it's so troublesome because there's always someone who take their stuffs for them...they just don't appreciate things.....

Yesterday, i came across this video on youtube and i was touched and amazed...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=th6Njr-qkq0

i don't know why i can't upload this video. Anyway, just watch it! 6 minutes. Worth your time.

Indeed, God gives, God takes. May God's name be ever blessed. (Job 1:21)

Thinking back, how much things that God had done for me and I never give thanks...or may be i have been taking things for granted, just like my flatmates. Sometimes when things happen the opposite way, we complained. But look at this couple! They celebrate Eliot's birthday EVERYDAY for 99 days!!! They rejoice in the name of the Lord all day long and even when Eliot is with them no more. I was amazed by their faith and appreciation to God even though God let their first child lived for 99 days only and they NEVER complain. Instead, they shared their testimony via this video to the world! How wonderful.....

Oh Lord, I'm sorry... I shall learn to give thanks more no matter what happen. Even when things doesn't go the way i want it to be...because Lord You are in control and You know what's best for me....may Your name be ever praised...

I love you Lord

2009-05-20T22:29:00.000-07:00

I love you Lord and I lift my voice to worship You.
Oh, my soul rejoice.
Take joy my King in what You hear.
Let it be a sweet sweet sound in Your ear....

体会

2009-05-07T21:02:00.000-07:00

我现在才深深地体会到有心机的人是多么可怕。。。

也是现在才体会到婆婆妈妈的人是多么烦。。。烦到足以令我反感而破口指正。。。

天啊。。。这是我人生第二次这样耶。。。第一次爆发是在Taylor's College读书的时候。PL5的朋友当时都吓到了，他们说因为我的忍耐性已经算强了。这一次这样，难道是我的脾气变暴躁了吗？不是吧？？？

哎。。。搞到好像我是坏人。。。

What i felt in love with lately

2009-04-04T00:12:00.000-07:00

had a road trip down to Cardiff with some friends. It was a pleasant trip. Thanks Yu for being the driver to and fro. You the man! haha

oh well, we been to many places. It was pretty but the thing that makes this trip perfect was that we watched a play!!!

I'm not supposed to take this. but well, that's the ending already!

yes, we watched Marry Poppins! It was really good! I LOVE the tab dancing part!!!

this theater is really big. Everyone is leaving....

oh well, we paid 36 pounds (after discount as a student) for the best seat. It was really worth the money! I didn't regret going in. In fact, i'm planning to watch more!!! The Phantom of The Opera is a MUST WATCH!!!

Jiang Mun, now i know why you are sooo into play now until you rather let go our gathering and go for a play with Muiz :p

"Don't worry"

2009-03-12T13:22:00.000-07:00

God have been telling me not to worry ever since i prayed for my results. Results were out 2 weeks ago. I thank God for letting me pass my Company Law paper! I thought I would fail that paper as i realized i missed out a lot of points after reading the feedback from my lecturer. I missed out 70% of the points for the first question i attended! I was really worried. God has been good, He asked me not to worry. Indeed! There's nothing that i should be worrying about.

For the past few days, I have been so worried over my class of honour at the end of the day. I haven't pass my SOG and the resit marks were lower! Just only, Dr David taught me how to calculate my class of honour. They actually uses the highest mark i gained for SOG! Praise God!!!!!!!!!!

it was then "don't worry" came to my mind again......God has been asking me not to worry.....He knew that I would be so worried over my class of honour and told me not to worry even before i thought about it! God is good! But i'm sorry for trusting You 100% when things actually goes the way i want.....Sorry Lord.....help me not to doubt! I believe that You died on the cross for me 2000 years ago! Hallelujah........

"Amazing grace how sweet the sound that saved a wretch like me........."

what was unexpected

2009-02-03T22:27:00.000-08:00

before I come to Aberystwyth and when I was here for the past 4 months, everyone tells me "we won't be getting much of snow in Aberystwyth because it's just beside the sea". Well, that statement makes me a bit disappointed and makes me want to travel to places which snows. It snowed one month ago for less than 5 minutes. I manage to take some photos and videos. Guess what, because of the stupid memory card that is not functioning well, I started to looked into the menus and tried to fix it. Oh well, it ended up me deleting all the picture and videos!!! including the other pictures i took that are not saved to my laptop!!! i went speechless for about 2 minutes then feel like crying for the next 5 minutes, then the feeling turns into anger. So i bought another memory card on Amazon.

the stupid memory card

Well, back to my main topic, IT SNOWED HEAVILY YESTERDAY!!! yes, it was totally unexpected!!! we do get a little bit of snow here and there but not much. the locals said we normally get more snow in February but this heavy snow was really out of everyone's expectation! I really thank God for this!!! No white Christmas but at least we have a White Chinese New Year! haha. it was really fun! we had some snowball fights and made our very own mini snowman, Patrick :p Yim Siew were asking us what to name our snowman and I jokingly said Patrick and she really call it Patrick and now we all call it Patrick! LOL

When i woke up around 4.30am and look out of my window, it was full of snow outside! 2 hours later, it started snowing again and I ran to Ivy's room and woke her up! haha. Both of us grabbed our jackets, put on our shoes and realized that it stopped snowing when we were ready to go out! I was praying in my heart "God...please let it snow...i want snow..." then it really started snowing again!!! So both of us ran out and play in the snow! It was heavy...

it's snowing!!! i behave like so "sua gu" :p

my hands were numb! but can i make cendol with this? haha

my footprints in the snow~

not forgetting the hip hop culture in the snow lol

it was cold

don't i look like a kid? :p

It's over? NO! It started snowing again when we were about to go for EU2 lecture!

it's really beautiful.

it turns into a storm when we walked out!

walking back after lecture. the floor was watery as the sun was out! yucks!

The snow day has finally came to an end. Weather forecast said it's going to snow tomorrow until Friday as well but weather forecast is not 100% reliable these days. Really thank God for the heavy snow!!! yeay!!!

a true story

2009-01-29T07:36:00.000-08:00

In the 1930s, in one of the states in China - 福建永春 Fu Jian Yong Chun lived a man named 黄金磷 Huang Jing Ling who sailed to Malaysia to find a living, not knowing what the future holds. He settled in a small town named Muar and met his wife 刘叶 Liu Ye. He worked as a trishaw man and they have 9 children, 4 boys and 5 girls.

In one of the mornings in the year of 1959, he never wake up from his sleep. From that day onwards, his wife - 刘叶 Liu Ye made all the children work, if possible stop going to school, in order for the family to survive. She had to wash clothes for people, sew floor mats and blankets to earn some money. The family could only afford to drink soft drinks (F&N orange) during Chinese New Year.

Their eldest son - 黄声江 Ng Kau @ Ng Seng Kang was only 11 years old. He sells ice creams after school. He aimed to earn one dollar everyday. His contribution to the family was 50 cents per day and he will save the excess. If he ever fails to bring 50cents home to the mother, he will be beaten with rotan. As he grows taller and stronger, he started to cut grass for a catholic church, cut woods and all kinds of part time works. He was known as a hardworking boy in Muar.

Of all, he never gave up his studies. He loves to study. In fact, he was one of the brightest kid in school. Because he was poor, he could not afford to buy text books. He had to borrow text books from his classmates to copy and summarise all the important chapters. He was also active in scout activies and obtained the certificate of King Scout.

He was an ambitious man. With scholarship, he furthered his studies (political science) in Penang University. There, he met his wife 林月明 Ling Ngo Mey. Not long after they met, she flew to London for nursing studies. They write to each other very often. After he graduated, he works in the university as one of the examination officers. He was waiting for Ling to return to Malaysia to get married. She was even more ambitious. After working as a nurse for some years, she decided to challenge herself in pursuing a law degree. He realised he could not lose her. With special recommendation by his lecturer, he obtained a partial scholarship to study law in London. In addition to his savings and income from giving tuitions, he also loaned some money from his brothers-in-law who were well-to-do. He gave up his job, packed up his bag and flew to London.

In London, he lived with Ling and her siblings. They worked in restaurants & factories, worked as security guards, store detectives etc to survive until they finally graduated. In 1973, they were registered as husband and wife in the United Kingdom. They returned to Malaysia and finally settled down in Muar. They started their own law firm - 黄声江律师馆 "Ng Seng Kang & Partners" after 3 years working in KL. They purchased a house in Taman Murni and have 3 children.

He became a succesful lawyer, having a wonderful family - a beautiful wife, and 3 lovely children. In his success, he never forget about the poor. He remembered very well his days of struggle. He made donations of thousands and thousands dollars to schools, charity clubs and societies. Starting from 1987, he spent more than ten thousand dollars to donate various books, including encyclopedias, dictionaries, story books like enid blyton, text books etc. He also was the founder of 雪中炭之家 Xue Zhong Tan Zi Jia in Muar, a club to help the poor in town. He set up library for the club and contributed more than 2000 books.

In 1997, he won the Heart of Gold.
In 1998, he was interviewed by 星洲日报 Sin Chew Daily Newspaper for his good deeds to the society.

In year 2000, he passed away because of diabetes and heart disease.

He left behind his wife and 3 children - Alex, Joan and Anne.

These are just some pieces of stories about my late father. The image of my father to me... is still vague. Not until his cousin from China came to visit my mum and brother last week, I started to want to find out more about him. I wish i could ask him personally more about his life and whether he truly believes in Jesus when he attended church in his younger days... I wish..

One thing i remember very well, he was a good father. I thank God for them.

I am proud, to be part of the story. God, you truly is a creative author of life.

(copy from my sister Joan's blog)

Chinese New Year 2009 in UK

2009-01-28T23:27:00.000-08:00

exams are over and here comes Chinese New Year!!! Thank God because my papers are all before 26th of January!!! I have some friends who have exams after CNY. so sad right?

on CNY eve, we went to John's and the guys cooked for girls! haha. I have to say, they are all good cook!!! they can really cook wei....... see the picture below!

after dinner, we all stuff the living room up, sit in a circle on the floor and play fun games like Ring or Fire and the Bang Bang game ^^ it was fun looking at how John trying to make everyone drunk! but too bad he failed to make me drunk! haha

all the girls with Marcus, Andrew and Zairin (Malay also join us for CNY celebration! :p ) that was before playing games. i bet everyone was too high and drunk to take photos xx

well, i went back around 2am with Ivy and Eva because Eva was a bit drunk and we still have to walk up the hill, so yea we left early.

NEXT DAY ---> Chinese New Year 26th January 2009!!!

Melissa, Yim Siew, Ivy and I went to town, hoping to see some CNY celebration but we found none. There was some celebration last year! even lion dancing! don't play play! but not this year *sigh* oh well, so, here goes again the photo taking sessions...

cute mei mei and me :p

that's tom yam soup, chicken soup, vege, chicken, fish, prawns, crab sticks, pork, spring onions, drinks, oh, we even have nian gao!!! thanks Mel!!!

cheers for CNY 2009!!!

yes! we play Chua Dai Di!!! CNY with poker is just perfect!!!

we all had fun! BOOO to those who went back to Malaysia for CNY!!! haha. well, spending CNY here in UK is not as bad as i think i would be. but yea, it won't be that fun without these people, so cheers peeps!!!

I'm Back!

2009-01-23T01:01:00.000-08:00

it's been ages since i last updated my blog. Was very busy with studies. just finished my exams yesterday. it was ok but am worried for Company Law as i experienced my first mental block in exam hall!!! anyway, it's over now. it's useless to say anything about it anymore. i choose to trust God ^^

well, before exams, we have 3 weeks Christmas break! almost every local student went back to their respective hometowns. quite a number of foreign student went back to their hometown as well. the campus was so quiet!!! love it!!! haha. well, i didn't go back to Malaysia but i do take up this opportunity to travel around! i went to Edinburgh, Scotland. was thinking of climbing those highlands in Scotland but it's impossible to go without a car. I'm going with Ivy and we would be there for 3 days only, and our main purpose of traveling to Edinburgh is for Boxing day! so we decided not to go to highlands. well, it was quite a pleasant trip i would say. but a bit of disappointed though cos most of the shops are not open on Christmas and Boxing day!!! i didn't know that! we reached Edinburgh on 24th's noon and we walked around the town without going to those castles and else where, not knowing that it's not open on Christmas and Boxing day! we are traveling back to Aberystwyth early in the morning the next day after Boxing day.....so yea.....we can only linger around outside the castles and art galleries and museums. well, it's ok! at least we got to climb the Calton Hill and see some monuments built up there. no bus services on Christmas! so we walked a lot! but good form of exercise though :p

after a few weeks of studying for exams, i'm still sick of writing much now. i'll let the pictures tell you some story then ^^

in the 5.30a.m.'s train to Edinburgh!

brought my book with me to Edinburgh...

finally!!! after 8 and a half hours of train!!!

the TV in out hotel room! lol

walk around time :-

The Edinburgh Eye

stupid fortune telling thing found in the middle of fun fair!

my tricks of stopping the bus :p

can you imagine we actually walked to and fro Ocean Terminal and Princess Street???

taking stupid pictures

the festive celebration is cancelled because some roads are still under construction!! URGH!!!

'hak min' after reading the news on the paper :p

it snowed a little

oh! it's snowed in Aberystwyth the other day!!!

alright, that's all from me this time. need to 'pang sai' now LOL

*God bless everyone*

traditional Christmas feast

2008-12-13T18:36:00.000-08:00

yes! it's Christmas time!!! holiday started and most of the students are going back to their respective hometowns, so my church and Globe Cafe (a place which gathered International students) had Christmas feast on Thursday itself.

both feasts starts at 7.30pm. Ivy and I joint the acappella group in our church so we have to attend our church's feast. but as we promised Becca that we would be going to Globe Cafe too, we leave for GC straight away after church's feast. when we arrived in GC, they are already playing games. we then joint in and have fun! we have games like musical chairs, musical bumbs, musical statute and so on. everyone was yelling and laughing away! LOL

in church with Ivy, Bethan and Suzzy

this candle just simply add on to my Christmas feel :p

the traditional Christmas food ( of course this is not everything^^ )

everyone have this!

the way the people celebrates Christmas here is so different! Christmas is like the biggest event here in UK but in Malaysia we only have the feel of Christmas in church. i do pray that i will get a WHITE CHRISTMAS in Scotland as i would be going to Scotland from 24th-27th December. so basically, this means that i have to study everything for my exams in January before i leave for Scotland...

"I'm dreaming of a white Christmas......."

hate it

2008-11-30T21:24:00.000-08:00

this feeling.....feeling of emptiness....wonders....is striking me again......

God....please take it all away from me......

don't ask me why it happened cos i myself don't know the reason behind these.....no one offended me.....nothing went wrong.....

perhaps, the answer to this is L.O.V.E. i need more love from God, family and friends. i know God's love is always there! i just need to learn to claim it and possess it!

help me Lord

i had a great week!

2008-11-24T00:03:00.000-08:00

too much to mention, but one sentence says it all - LAST WEEK WAS GREAT!!!

hhmm....this week would be a disaster.....

bored

2008-11-19T22:16:00.000-08:00

i'm just feeling so bored now after reading Jonathan Herring's Family law for the past 2 hours, preparing for the 2 hours seminar later....

just handed in my first 'baby' in UK yesterday...family law assignment lar! haven't really have a good rest for 1 week already. can't really take a break as there's another assignment due next Wednesday and seminars are coming constantly! dare not go for seminars unprepared as i would only embarrass myself....URGH!!!

ok, i think this entertainment of updating my blog is enough. i need to get back to my books now...

*sigh*

Praise God!!!

2008-11-16T08:33:00.000-08:00

one a half months in Aber...

initially i wasn't that happy as i haven't found a church that really suits me. been through a period of church hunting and finally settled in a church called Alfred Place Baptist Church. It's a very traditional church which only sing hymns, but one thing that cannot be denied is that the teaching there is good and i feel more welcomed there. the people in other churches i attended before this church just ignored me and Ivy!

it's my 3rd time attending Alfred Place. i was kind of worried as this church doesn't have the opportunity for me to serve. and i haven't really get to know the people there especially the students. so, i started to walk down to church with a group of them. today is the second time walking down with them but today, Jonathan was the only one who is going as the other went on Christian Union weekend trip. so 3 of us walked down and up the hill and we get to know each other more and we started to make fun of each other too! AND, he actually suggested potluck!!! yeay!!!

potluck has been coming in very handy here in Aber ahahhaa

well, i have to thank God as i have been praying for God to move things in Alfred Place. THANK GOD!!!

was informed that there would be an acappella performance for Christmas and also caroling! i think i would join both!!! my first and only UK Christmas!!! am really looking forward for it!!! although the celebration is not as big as what we did in Acts but what i really appreciate is the fellowship that God granted...

thank you Lord....you really heard my prayer....You reminded me again on Our Daily Bread that you are always present just that I don't know or didn't realize it...thank you Lord!!!

trips

2008-11-09T11:36:00.000-08:00

this week is reading week. which means we don't have lectures and seminars. but we have a lot of things to cover...assignments, seminars....

a lot of my friends went traveling. they went to Prague, Bristol, Manchester, Liverpool etc. as for me, i went to Birmingham with Ivy and Anushyia. this trip is meant for shopping!!! we went to Bullring and shop the shops around Bullring too. the most important part is that we also went to Birmingham's china town! bought some stuffs there. am quite satisfied with the tom yam paste that i bought. it's really nice! so far, i used it to cook tom yam noodle soup and tom yam fried rice already! yummy~

went to Nottingham yesterday with university's friends by rented bus. it's Nottingham Game!!! it's an event where all Malaysians studying in UK gather in Nottingham University and play games/sports! it's fun! we went to town in the morning for British breakfast and then did a bit of shopping. then went back to the University and met up with both Taylor's and Help's friends. and supported Help's friends when they play volley ball. then went to food fair and had some typical Malaysian food. had nasi lemak with chicken rendang and cendol. not bad lar. something is better than nothing. ahhaha...

ok, i'm sleepy now. i will upload some photos as the pictures speaks it all...

Nottingham was where Robin Hood originated from

this nasi lemak and cendol simply cost me around RM26!!!

love the autumn here~

although Nottingham is beautiful, but i still prefer to study in Aberystwyth. i still like small place like Aber which i don't have to travel far for things! and this place is beautiful too! heard many friends complained about their university when we met. honestly, i don't have any complains besides the walking up the hill! ahhaha.... i really thank God as He chosed this university for me. I LOVE JESUS!!! I LOVE ABER!!!

officially joint the Club 21

2008-10-26T13:58:00.000-07:00

yea....i officially joint the Club 21 on 21-10-2008. now, i'm considered as an adult under the law and i can do ANYTHING!!! yeay!!! hahahaha.....

it's kind of sad as i can't celebrate my birthday with my family back in Malaysia but i'm so blessed to have this bunch of friends in Aber! we had a birthday pot luck dinner!

place : Flate 76, Trefloyne B, Penglais, Aberystwyth, Ceredigion, UK.
time : 8pm-12pm
people : my classmates and 2 flatemates

some of us cooked and some brought those frozen stuffs from Iceland. we heat it up in the oven before serving. we had pizzas(as usual), 3 kinds of pastas, marmite turkey(my first attempt :p), red bean soup, African style omelette etc. can't really remember anymore! and yea, they bought me 2 cakes as around 30 turned up! i always thought my flate's kitchen is big but that night, it's just too crowded!

i had a blessed 21 birthday. thanks to all of you who came! special thanks to those who prepared the food too! it's nice! at least not a pizzas pot luck like Felix's! LOL

the first photo i took in my room when i turn 21 :p

Ivy and I went shopping in the morning! the towel and grey jacket with hood was not purchased on that day itself lar. were just taking a photo of what i bought in Aber so far. bought the jeans for 2 pounds only!

my flatemate Erica from Norway drew me a drawing and gave me some chocolates! she's just too sweet~

my first attempt of marmite turkey ^^

my first attempt of stir fried spicy pasta ^^

the caramel and blue berry cakes

had some photo sessions too :p only then i noticed, ivy and I took this picture with the 4 foreigners of the night! it's Matthew from Poland, Arthur from Africa, Erica from Norway and Natasha from Mauritius

the group photo! we had 3 photographers. so not everyone looking at the same camera at the same time...

my birthday presents~

i have to stress again, I TURNED LEGAL!!! LOL

beautiful place

2008-10-14T12:27:00.000-07:00

last Sunday was a sunny autumn! it's a perfect time to walk around. Ivy and I walked around before going to church's evening service. here are some of the photos :-

the scene which i saw on Aber's website! the sea front!

part of the old castle

the old college! it's a sunny autumn! sunny but not hot! yeay!

another sea front and part of the town

enjoying the nice scenery and sea breeze...

although Aberystwyth is a smal town and cooking seemed to be the only entertainment, but i'm now looking for a church that i feel comfortable t belong to and a music club and/or a dance club to belong to too! i think that would be enough to keep me busy! ahahhaa....

was kind of disappointed cos someone told me that urban dance = hip hop. i went and observed the class this morning. walao e....it's a mixture of lyrical, small part of hip hop and others lor. and the dance routine was XXX. wonder who choreographed it!

anyways, I pray that Elim is the right church for me and Ivy. We seriously need church!!! we need to be spiritually fed! and so many things happened here. i always thought UK would be a safer place to live in. or may be i should say i have a culture shock? will let you guys know what exactly happened.

feels so sleepy today...good night everyone!

touched Aber

2008-10-09T06:54:00.000-07:00

i touched Aber with Ah Loh and Ivy around 5pm on the 5th of October i.e. last Sunday. it's been 4 days here experiencing different culture, life style and most importantly the weather!

I really thank God as He blessed me with nice friends around. they are helpful enough to bring me around to do the necessaries and even brought me to town and do some stuffs! It's really nice to have someone to help out and tell you what are the MUST DO things as i'm already 2 weeks late. i missed the introduction for 2 subjects but missed out quite a bit for other subjects. assignment questions and seminar questions are out already. i used these 4 days to do the necessaries and now i consider myself fully settled down, which means, it's time to pull up my socks to study already!

i enjoy studying here as i always open my room's window wide and sit at the side of the window and study. it's still not too cold as it's only autumn now. next month would be winter and heard it's really cold!!! hhmm.....i CAN'T WAIT to experience that!! ahahah

borrowed some books from the library last night and bought one statute book and one little book today. gotta start reading!!!

ok, let me upload some photos here. didn't get to take much photos though. was busy rushing around doing stuffs and rushing for class at the same time too cos i don't want to missed anymore class. so, have to bare with it!

this is what we saw all the way from Birmingham to Aber!!!

saw these nice flowers half way walking down to the town. the flowers here always reminds me of mummy...

waiting for bus after some groceries shopping

shocked by the amount of books in the law library!!!

miss all of you in Malaysia! my family, church, friends, FOOD!!! garlic is super duper expensive here wei!!! cooking one pot of bak kut teh will cost around RM36!!! gosh...

flying on Sunday 2am

2008-10-03T09:18:00.000-07:00

Praise God for approving my visa today and FINALLY got to confirm my flight! i would be flying on 5th October 2008 i.e. this Sunday.

doing some last minute packing now. although i started packing long time ago but i didn't realize that i have too many stuffs to bring over and my luggage actually overweight by 5kgs!! gosh...filtered my stuffs quite a number of times d wei....still overweight......sigh...

anyway, i'm super excited to go to UK and be 100% independent and experience a different life style and expose myself to this world. but on the other hand, my heart feels feels heavy to leave my loved ones in Malaysia...

don't worry that i will get to know ang moh there and refused to come back lar! both my family and friends always said that! LOL I will be back by October 2009!

behind all these, i still have to say, I love you Jesus!!! You indeed keep your promises!!! i'm again amazed by you....thank you.....

Aber!!! here i come!!!

URGH!!!

2008-09-30T00:48:00.000-07:00

this morning at 10.30am and 12.30pm, i checked and called the Visa Application centre They scolded me for calling them to check my application status. They told me that it's not ready for collection yet. However, i check again this afternoon around 12pm and my application status still not changed yet.

Tonight i'm having a 'pot bless' with my church's friends. After preparing the ingredients around 3pm, i past my my laptop and so i logged on to the website and check my application status. it was stated there :-

"your application is ready for collection. Please visit the UK Visa Application Centre to collect the same 30th September 2008."

let me tell you, I AM SUPER DUPER MAD!!! why can't you update my status ealier? you know that your department closed at 3pm and yet you update the appplication status so late? plus they are not working on wednesday and thursday!!! i HAVE to wait till Friday then only i can collect my visa!!! and still, i wonder if they approved or rejected my visa!

a lot of my friends' visa were rejected and they are in big trouble as they need to get a letter from Aber again and this will take one week plus they have to reapply!!! they have to wait for another 2 weeks and have to pay for another RM664!!! WHAT'S THIS???!!!

i'm just soooooooo freaking mad with the UK Visa Application Centre right now! feel like throwing a bomb at Wisma MCA!!! URGH!!!!!!!!!!!!

i can actually fly on Friday if i get my visa today and i will have the whole saturday and sunday to unpack my stuffs and go out and buy the neccessities. NOW? i can only fly on Sunday and i will only have one night to do all the things aforesaid.

CILAKAK BETUL!!!!!!!

still being patient

2008-09-25T19:19:00.000-07:00

man.....most of my classmates are in UK already. the worst thing is my class officially starts yesterday!!!

why am I still here? because of my visa lar!!! i waited for 7 working days already but my visa is still pending...

i have been very patient although i missed orientation and would be missing 1 week of class. God has continuously calming the ranging seas in my heart...who said going over the earlier the better? God says go later, so later lor...

my family always have plans especially when my sister who's seldom free take leave from 1st-7th October and she wants to go back to Muar. But if i can't get my visa on 30th September, i may be getting after 3rd October only! which means i may be flying on 5th October. then she would only have 2 days left to spend time with my mum and brother in Muar. I feel bad cos because of my flight, my family have to check with me before they plan for their things but i always give them a "may be"...

these few days, except for packing my stuffs, watch tv, eat, sleep, check my mails, listen to music.....I DO NOTHING!!! i feel so empty inside!!! I feel like i'm so useless!!! i just feel like flying to UK now, settle down and be busy over studies again.

God, when's my turn to go to UK???

Still Standing

2008-09-03T09:01:00.000-07:00

although i failed my SOG resit, i'm allowed to proceed to my 3rd year in Aber without resitting for it again!!! Praise the Lord!!!

was worried that I won't be able to practice as i come back. called CLP department 3 times and 3 different people tell me the same thing :-

"SOG is not one of the core paper. There shouldn't be any problem."

my mum and brother are worried that they will deny saying these and so asked me to write a letter to them and ask for a confirmation letter. So i did. but what is always on my mind is that, even if there are problems, God will overcome for me as He brought me here...

Thank you Jesus!!! luckily i didn't give up! I'm still standing!!! yooohooo~

God's plan

2008-08-29T03:58:00.000-07:00

...........

may be it's really God's plan for me......

i have to admit that it's super duper hard to accept this cruel plan of God. i'm trying to accept it and i have to start to plan and make full use of the next 6 months. do attachment? plant more into church? learn whatever that i want? study again for the next resit?

...............

it's so touching to hear my mummy say this "Anne, don't worry so much. this is a big step to success and there's a reason that you should not go to Aber this year. may be God has greater plans for you! SMILE :)"

i went into emotion so badly when i heard this as these words came out from the mouth of a non-believer!!! it's already a miracle!!!

God.....i shall trust and take ownership of your promise to me.....i will learn to praise you even in this situation....although it's hard.....i will try......i will...

2008-08-25T18:00:00.000-07:00

i don't think i need a title for this post of mine^^

it was a saturday. my mum, my sis and i went to Sunway Pyramid to shop! yeay! but we were there too early. so we had breakfast and when we wanted to walk around, i saw this shop where we can take sticker photos. my sis and i looked at each other and dragged my mum into the shop!

my mum kept saying these "i don't want to take picture!!!" "don't waste time! let's go shopping!" "i didn't make up!" "don't want!!!"

we were not bothered and my sister went to the counter and choose which machine to use. i was inside telling my mummy where to look at when we take picture and stuffs. she looked not interested at all. my sis took quite a long time and so i went out and choose the machine with her.

few minutes later, my mum walked out and guess what, she put her specs on, comb her hair and even pulled her colar up!!! LOL remember she said she don't want to take sticker photo in the first place???!!! LOL She's ready!!! ahahha

so we dragged a chair in for her to sit down, my sister and i ran around and pose around her :p

8 pictures taken and we choose our best 4 :-

The Actsperiment!!!

2008-08-25T04:03:00.000-07:00

proudly present to you all my church's 2nd album!!! It's called The Actsperiment!!! Acts Church managed to produced this album within RM6,000!!! Who said producing album must have RM100,000??? we did it within RM6,000!!! Praise the Lord!!!

there are 6 songs altogether in this album. All writened by our own church members. the 6 songs are :-

1. Bigger
2. Found In You
3. Follow After
4. God of Everything
5. Ku B'rikan Hidup Ku
6. Great Is Our God

I personally love Found In You and Ku B'rikan Hidup Ku the most!!! of course i love the other songs too!!! i have been listening to this CD over and over again these few days!!! it's just so awsome!!! many times, i became emotional just when i listen to the songs although that's not first time listening to it. even i myself dunno how many times i have been listening and singing these songs!!!

although the quality of the songs are not that good, but we are believing as a church that these songs will still bless many people...

it's only selling for RM10!!! i bought 1 for myself and bought 3 for friends. i really pray that these songs will just bless and touch them as all of us was touched and blessed by it during Revolution Conference...even those who attended our Revolition tour in Penang, Kuantan and Kpta Kinabalu were touched and blessed....

rejoice for another great work of God!!! yooohooooo~

Karaoke with 小姐？？？

2008-08-19T05:05:00.000-07:00

my mum's client asked us to go to a celebration dinner as the choir that his wife is in won 1st place in the world! so, we went. everyone there loves to sing, so my mum's client arranged a karaoke stage and opened it to everyone. It's kind of funny to see all of them bringing their own CDs and go to the counter and tell them what song they want to sing. they are all retired so they all sang oldies songs. to but the long story short, i was forced to sing one song. so i sang. when i got down from the stage, my mum's client said "for sure you always go to karaoke in KL!!!" i said "erm, not always though..." then we started conversation over karaoke...

the funny part is that in my mum's client's mind, all karaoke will come with 小姐, which means girls. he rented a shop lot to a tenant who's doing karaoke business and there are girls to accompany the people to sing songs... can you imagine what kind of environment it is? it's just like what we saw in Hong Kong series. The guys will have girls sitting in between them and pour alcohol for them....the guys will then hug the girls and the girls will push them away but smilling......that kind of stuff???

So i told him the karaoke i went is for pure entertainment and he said "No No No!!! there are girls but you don't know only!!!" i was like......hur??? (laughing in my heart) can you guys imagine sexy girls sending fruits and drinks into our room and sat down to serve us in RED BOX? LOL

this is how our karaoke room looked like UNCLE!!!

we do have stuffs to eat if we want to but we take them all on our own, no girls to send to our room one UNCLE!!!

well er, some special person will fall asleep in the karaoke room, but not sleep with girls in the room UNCLE!!!

what we always do in the karaoke room :-

of course take picture

sometimes too many people, then those not singing will go aside and take different style of picture^^

go wild! scream, jump and laugh at each other in the room!!!

it's a clean karaoke UNCLE!!! oh my God, karaoke also got clean and dirty one. i thought only clubbing has 2 categories......

10am-2pm

2008-08-18T01:38:00.000-07:00

10am-1pm was the time for my resit paper today. it was not an easy paper. the problem type questions are quite complicated.

everyone's smile on the face disappeared once the reading time started and i don't even see the shadow of it after leaving the examination hall...

it's not easy...

when i was heading back to SS15 from Help, this particular song that i seldom listen to just kept playing back in my mind.....

this is all i know,
that you are God of all.
I will trust You always, always.
never walk alone,
resting in the soul.
I will trust you always, always...

may be God is trying to remind me that He's always there...even right now...

i lost my smile on my face from 10-2pm but now i found peace and i found my smile again^^ thank you Lord...

A Random One

2008-08-05T00:14:00.000-07:00

I'm really so sick of studying for my resit...it's 2 weeks away from now...

anyway, this morning, i suddenly miss PL5! I was thinking back of those days we had lunch in Asia Cafe, Success, Cabbana... then dunno since when we started a "family" LOL

here are the family members :-

1) Daddy ----------------> Kien Hao
2) Mummy ----------------> forget 'his' name d LOL
3) Sam Suk Gong ---------> Sze Jia
4) Dai Ga Je ------------> Weng Yan
5) Ye Ga Je -------------> Anne
6) Sam Mui/Dai ----------> Shing Yi
7) Sei Mui --------------> Eva
8) Gu Ma ----------------> Jiang Mun
9) Gu Zheong/Dai Yi Ma --> Benjamin
10)Sei Biu Je -----------> Henry
11)Gardener/Driver ------> Sohan
12)Ah Sei(maid) ---------> Jeremy
13)Neighbour ------------> Zee Kin
14)Tourist --------------> Coco

in our family, Sam Suk Gong is very interested in politics, Sei Biu Je loves Oxford, Cambridge and thick books, Gardener/Driver always look around...

our Ah Sei very lan si one. see! lagi lan si then our Sam Suk Gong, his employer...

but, we are still very nice. we celebrate our Gardener/Driver's birthday!!! got fruit cake some more...

our neighbour gila-gila one. take picture also can fall asleep. tsk tsk tsk

erm.....i have to say......may be he's influenced by our family because most of the family members are insane... check it out!

the gila guys

the gila girls

I'm the only normal one in this family :p BUT our family is still a happy one because of the 'insane love' of this loving couple in our family...

Mr. and Mrs. Miao

Finished introducing my 'family' ^^

My mood to study is back now...

Bye bye~

still have to prepare for resit

2008-07-21T00:15:00.000-07:00

on Help's mypride website, it was stated that i failed my SOG paper. but when my mum gave me showed me the hard copy of my Statement of Result which was posted to my Muar house, I got 41 marks for my SOG paper and yet it was stated that i failed! I was so excited when i saw that!!! i was jumping around in my house and was praising God for what had happened and for what is going to happen.

before i went to bed, i looked at the Statement of result again. it was stated at the back of the statement that although i may obtain more than 40 marks but i will still fail if i didn't pass the minimum mark for our final paper...

recalling my SOG assignment mark, i got 11. which means i got 30 marks for my final paper. i was just 2 marks away!!!

so the conclusion is....i still have to resit my SOG paper...

although an amazing testimony had just slipped through my life at this point, but i believe i will have greater ones in the near future. by resitting, i'm flying off to UK 1 or 2 weeks later than those who are not resitting. so, no big deal actually hor God???!!!

currently listening and singing the song by Isreal Houghton & New Breed. it's a nice song! love it!

Rejoice in the Lord always~
And again I say, again I say~
Rejoice in the Lord always~
And again I say, again i say~
REJOICE!!!

still praising God

2008-07-09T00:48:00.000-07:00

yes, 2nd year results were released yesterday and i failed my Sale of Goods paper. I don't know why but it seems i'm not good at subjects like Law of Contract and Sale of Goods, but i'm good at Law of Evidence and Criminal Law. I bet it's because the answer for the latter two are really subjective. no such thing as the exactly correct answer. everything was based on your own extra research+analysis and your ability to relate it into our daily life and put in some common sense. may be i shouldn't touch any subject similar to Contract and SOG in my 3rd year. it may looks easy but in order to score, it's super duper HARD HARD HARD!!! and i really don't know what the lecturer wants! She's.......*speechless* the thing that surprised me the most is that a lot of people failed in their exams!!! i mean really A LOT!!! some failed 1 like me; some 3; some 5 i.e. ALL!!! i was like.....walao e...... is it the lecturers were having too high of expectation on us and was really strict when they mark our papers, or it's just us???

today, I went back to HELP as the people from Aber were here. Submitted my financial status form and gave them the necessary documents. Everything was fine but wasn't able to get the Unconditional Offer letter (of course lar because i failed one paper mar).

i was informed that the resit results will be out on the 3rd of September. Aber would take 1 week to release the unconditional offer letter and with that letter only i'm able to apply for my visa and visa application would take 1-2 week. which means, most probably, i will be missing the orientation! Oh God!!! i really don't wanna miss orientation as i'm going to a place where i don't know the place and i don't know much people over there! orientation is so important! so i asked the people from Aber whether things can be worked out and Dr. David said that he will discuss with Professor John Williams and see what's the most efficient way of releasing the unconditional offer letter to us...

so many things comes around and I felt that my life is in a mess now. with resit, my mum stopped me from involving in any church activities but thank God she still allows me to go for Sunday service! now, it's time to settle down and study again...duh....hhmm.....medical check ups not done yet, have to book my airticket again. so many things planned and must be replanned. everything don't seem to fall into place! but I learnt something from Zuanne 2 weeks ago:-

"we must continue to praise God no matter what situation we are in!"

AMEN!

I wasn't able to sleep when i first saw my result and wasn't even able to watch the TV. i was so down at once but this sentence just popped out in my mind. i received peace once i surrender everything to God Almighty! He is still in control and He has the best plan for me. Although prima facie I ruined everything but God sees my future! Everything happens with a reason. We might not know the reason but God do! What we need to do is to trust in Him and surrender everything to Him.

I surrendered.....and i found peace.....did you my fellow classmates?

Yes or No

2008-06-22T17:29:00.000-07:00

i didn't realize that saying a YES or a NO can be so hard...

perhaps the very beginning is already a NO but I'm didn't realize it and go ahead with it...

what is best for us? we are lost...help us Lord...

preparation

2008-06-03T22:31:00.000-07:00

yes...i'm now preparing to go overseas. so much things to do!

1) need to find our the prices for air ticket and have to decide when to fly and of course have to book an air ticket.

2) need to get my visa done if i didn't rely on STA travel agent (their attittude towards customers are so bad!)

3) need to open a foreign account with HSBC and put in a sum of money as Fixed Deposits for a few months then close down the acount and convert the pounds into a bankdraft before i leave.

4)need to go for an injection requested by Aber.

5)need to go for body check up, dental check up and better see the doctor who operated my left knee for me too.

6)need to renew my pastport.

7) need to change some cash in pounds in case i need to use them immediately when i go over as bankdraft need perhaps 2 weeks to clear.

8)the last and would not least.....need to pack my luggage!!! all my clothes, shoes, daily needs.......duh.....this is the hardest! and i'm only allowed to bring 20kgs of things!!! huh......

so sick of these things even when i think of it....till here.....

-Freedom-

2008-05-28T08:28:00.000-07:00

my second year finals ended 11 hours ago!!!

i'm now in a total freedom! total freedom to do things that i like to do.

within this 11 hours, i watch You Got Served dance instruction video (which Gary gave me randomly) and danced, i watch tv, i cook, i went to carefour and bought stuffs to stock up our house's cupboard cos i finished almost all the food in our house during this 10 days of exam. hahahah

tonight, most the the year two student all went clubbing again but i didn't go. not in the mood to go lar and i'm tired. just wanna be at home and do the things that i like and prepare to go back to Muar by bus tomorrow morning. Friday early morning, perhaps 3am. i would have to leave Muar and pick up my brother from our SJ house, then drive to LCCT to catch the 7.30a.m to Alor Star to attend my cousin brother's wedding. returning 3 days later only... wonder how would the whole trip go....honestly, i don't plan to go initially as the cousins can be categorized into the following categories :-

1) proud + looked down on my superwoman mummy
2) weird + take things for granted and take advantage of my mum
3) annoying

so much more...i was quite reluctant to go but in order to accompany and protect my mum, i'm forced to go...duh....God bless me...

thinking back again, not 100% freedom as i would be doing what i don't like...sigh...

Partial Relief...

2008-04-15T00:42:00.000-07:00

"If I can be of no further assistance to My Lady, I rest my case."

my last sentence in Help UC's moot court!

All my practical assessments finally come to an end!!! wooohooo!!!

no more bail application!!!
no more summary judgment!!!
no more advance mooting!!!

Currently, I'm working on my last 20% assignment which due this coming Friday. after that, it's time to really get focus and pull up my socks.

finals starts on 20th of May and ends on 29th of May...after that it's time to party and prepare to go to Aber.

well, it's still to early to think of going overseas.

Go do your assignment and study!!!

it's over

2008-04-02T01:03:00.000-07:00

it's over...
everything is over...
i'm gonna miss practices so much especially musical practice...

thanks Dyland and Su Enn for coming up with this musical!!! you guys are just too good to be directors!!! seriously...

i'm so curious of how exactly the whole musical goes. still waiting patiently for the pictures and videos.

and i have to say, the maison trip after law ball was awsome! i'm officially not a club virgin anymore!!! aahahahah hopefully we can have another trip after finals.

well, will post some photos and videos up as soon as i get them. can't wait to see them myself.......

till here....

Confirmed!!!

2008-03-17T23:10:00.000-07:00

Anne has officially made up her mind to finish her law degree in the University of Aberystwyth. At first I can't reply to my offers. There's some errors and i tried again in the mid night the next day and within 5 seconds, it stated "you have alreayd replied to your offers". i was like.......okay........hahahaha

well, I believe God moved my hand. He has the best plan for me and I'm just going to follow Him...

2 weeks more to Law Ball 2008
2 months more to Year 2 finals
5 and a half months more to leave for UK

time flies....i'm going to be a young working adult very soon!!!

movies

2008-02-26T02:29:00.000-08:00

I wonder why.........

i have been so excited of going for movies in the cinema these days!!! It all started with Ratatouille...

Ratatouille
Rush Hour 3 - which i think is not funny at all. it's all dirty jokes!
Enchanted
War Lords
The Heart Broken Kid - Lousy movie ever!!! mid night movie some more! duh.......
Jumper

the upcoming movies that I've been planning to watch are

CJ 7
Step Up 2

my friends are watching Step Up 2 tomorrow night but too bad, I have to attend baptism class. chances are waiting for me hahahaha

so gila over movies now. i wonder why.......

Aberystwyth or Liverpool???

2008-02-24T00:58:00.000-08:00

it's time to crack my head again...through UCAS, i got maximum 5 conditional offers from University of Liverpool, University of Aberystwyth, University of West of England, University of Northumbria and University of Hertfordshire.

I'm actually deciding between Aber and Liverpool. I like Aber as it's a country side place. it will be great to study over there as i enjoyed seeing the lovely sceneries... Liverpool, honestly, i have no feelings about it. my brother's gf asked me to go there as most of the people know Liverpool instead of Aber. But looking at the ranking of the universities, Aber is between Cardiff and Liverpool! not that bad isn't it?

i've been thinking over this for so long....God...please continued to give me hints....or just let Holy Spirit to tell me where to go. i want to go to the place You want me to go as i know You've already planned everything ahead for me. I trust in You Father...

I left my heart in San Francisco

2008-02-12T23:07:00.000-08:00

11.30 hours of flight to Hong Kong and waited for transit plane for 6 hours in Hong Kong. another 3.15 hours of flight and landed in KLIA...

10 days in US is over......

goodbye ah ma
goodbye uncle Charles
goodbye aunty Maria
goodbye Pascal
goodbye Perri
goodbye San Francisco

can you imagine we did the things usually people takes 1 month to do but we did it in just 10 days???

spend time with ah ma;

accompany ah ma to hospital;

went to Disneyland and Universal Studio in Los Angeles which is 6 hours drive away from San Francisco;

had good food in SF's Japan Town;

work out in gym where my ABC cousin work part time;

went to Fishermen's Whalf;

went to Golden Gate Bridge;

went to Golden Gate Park;

been to old and new China Town;

done manicure;

had my eyebrow tatooed;

had dinner at the Cheese Cake Factory in Macey's;

went shopping in Down Town, Stone's Park, the Great Mall and Costco;

had drinking sessions at home;

play Wii with their 52 inches big TV and good sound system at home;

had New Year's eve and CNY dinner at home;

bake apple pie and japanese cheese cake;

made sushi;

had nice seafood at South SF;

took night scenes photo in the middle of the night. it was REALLY COLD!!!

had nice lunch at the Cliff House; but didn't really enjoy it as the 5 of us was still sruggling with our hang-overs :p

went to the beach;

had Japanese food;

had Mexican food;

had fastfood. their burgers and fries and really big!!! 2 person can share one American's portion. and yea, love their garlic fries~ ;

had nice ice-creams!!!! Italians, Swensens and Joe's!!!

had nice banana and strawberry shake, durian shake and coconut and lychee drink with delicious spicy fried chicken cubes!!!;

help to make some New Year snacks at home;

been to Land End;

had SF's famous and delicious sourdough;

took modeling photos o our own :p ;

took sticker photos;

etc etc etc

we done so many things in just 10 days!! i have to admit that i really enjoyed these 10 days in SF...

love eveyone in the Ling's family there;

love the weather;

love the systems over there;

love the people i met (honest, friendly and polite);

love the shopping places;

-I LEFT MY HEART IN SAN FRANCISCO-

sweet memories~
i love you all~

I'LL BE BACK!!!

so near...yet so far

2008-01-27T01:59:00.000-08:00

i just don't like this kind of feeling.......i wonder how long do i need to bare with this somemore.......

just a joke

2008-01-20T06:34:00.000-08:00

apek: itu potong zaka ada bagut ka ?

ali : manyak bagut..bila lu potong haa lu punya barang manyak bersih loo..

apek:?!! err..saya kawan ada cakap,potong zaka aaahh.. manyak ploblem..

ali : apa probrem ?

apek:manyak buang lui..lagi aahh..dia punya performance tatak bagut.. manyak cinang semputloh..

ali : cehh.. apek, lu apa celita.. saya suda lama potong.. tada apa problem.. bini saya manyak puas woo..

apek:lu mini puas sama itu potong zaka ka?

ali : ya la.. bila lu potong aahh.. lagi sedap maen woo.. lu lagi lambat pancut..

apek:???!!! err..lu punya 1.3 atau 1.5 ??

ali : ??!! woi apek cakap baik2 sikit ha.. saya punya 6 incila..

apek:??! tiu nia ma.. lu jgn maen2 haa.. mana ada potong zaka 6 inci..

ali : cilaka apek ni..nah tengok ( bukak sluar tunjuk pale butoh..)

apek: chee sin punya olang..gua tanya baik2 lu tunjuk lu punya lancau..

ali : abis.. lu tarak percaya..saya tunjuk la..

apek: saya tatak tanya sama lu punya lancau.. saya tanya lu pasal itu nasional car.. potong zaka.. molo punya olang..

ali : aiya.. apek.. lain kali lu sebut betul2 la..kasi susa saja.. bukan potong zaka la.. proton saga.. cinabeng btulla..

wait for me San Francisco!!!

2008-01-18T02:36:00.000-08:00

Yes, as my grandma migrated to San Francisco, USA and stay with my uncle and his family there for the past 4 months, my family decided to visit her since she cried over there saying that she wants to come back. but she don't know that they medical care there is much more advance over there!!! we almost lose her in UH...and all of us are busy with work and studies. my uncle's wife is the only one not working who can take care of her well.

anyway, yeay, my family went for an interview with the US Embassy in order to obtain visa. otherwise, with the air ticket, we still won't be able to go to US. most of the people said it's hard to obtain visa but Hallelujah, they approved our visa after a few simple questions only!!! and so, wait for us San Francisco!!!

i'm really looking forward for this pure famiyl trip. this will be our first family trip over the past 7 years! so excited!!!

3 in 1 trip :-
1) visit my grandma, uncle and his family
2) go SHOPPING!!!
3) walk around and experience WINTER!!! yeay!!!

i'm so so so excited!!!

how lar?

2008-01-09T18:15:00.000-08:00

how am i going to perform with this Sunday with my current condition???

yes, i realised that i was sick 2 days ago after i woke up early in the morning. I was down with slight fever, flu and soar throat since then. it's such a suddent! i didn't even on the air-cond!

how lar? i have a performance this sunday! i tried to sing high pitch this morning but i failed! my voice is so "sexy" right now.

how lar?

almost 10 years...

2007-12-27T14:02:00.000-08:00

it's been almost 10 years since i last went to Genting Highland....believe it man....finally! i got the chance to go with my church's friends on the 26th of December as we haven't really celebrate Christmas since most of us were the casts and crews for our church's Christmas Production this year.

well, i have to say, this is my very first time riding those rides such as space shot, cockscrew and so on. the one that i love the most is the new ride something like spiderman thingy. it was really fun! better than cockscrew! yooohoo! i was very excited at once but my mood just suddently gone because of the long waiting for space shot. i think we waited there for at least half an hour...duh.....but hey, the ride was fun! i opened my eyes throughout the whole thing! it was really fun. ( i know i sounded like little kid :p )

well, the weather was really cold and we get not much of sunlight that day. it was really enjoyable. BUT i wonder how i get sunburnt!!! my face was and is still red! and this is my first time getting sunburn.

hhmm.....nice experience though. i wanna go again before i leave for UK next year! wow, next year.....sounds so long but hey, it's just 5 days more to 2008! which reminded me that college is going to resume soon...... time really flies........

December 2007

2007-12-15T16:16:00.000-08:00

we are coming to the end of 2007!!! time really flies man........i'm going to be 21 years old next year! can check into hotel on my own then! hahaha......last time my driver used to drive my friends and i all the way to malacca, check us into hotel and drive back to muar. 3 days later drive up from muar again to check us out and drive us back. crazy hur?

now, i'm officially on 2 weeks break before my next semester commence in January. OFFICIALLY!!! during this 2 weeks, we were given so many things to do! 20% assignments, homeworks, prepare for pratical assessments (advanced mooting, bail application and summary judgment), prepare for time tests.......it's CRAZY!!! what kind of break is this?

December is the most busy month for me this year, and i suppose the following December in my life too. involving myself in Christmas Production in Acts Church in either, choir, dance or acting. or may be 3 in 1! hahaha.....it's 2 in 1 this year though. it's always so fun working things out for God. can you imagine we can come out with a complete play + choir + dance in just 1 month? unbelievable? come and witness it yourself! the play is happening on these dates:-

23rd Dec 10am & 5pm
25th Dec 10am

it's repeating the same thing. so chose the most suitable time for you and come and witness the whole thing! i will be dancing and acting(small character lar). admission is free. just let me know if you are interested to come. i'll give you detailed directions.

-hope to see you guys there-

Proudly present to you some interesting photos ^^

2007-11-12T01:25:00.000-08:00

time flies....it's been 2 weeks since i get my knee surgery done. and yes, today, i went to SJMC and finally the doctor said it's time to remove my sutures! yeay! i thought i was going to be painful as they have to pull the sutures and cut it then pull it out! BUT it turned out to be itchy! hahahah....

i wanted to post the photos of my wound before the sutures were removed but too bad lar, i left my handphone's UBS connector in my mummy's Muar office. well, today i took a few photos with my camera when i returned from SJMC after lunch with Jia Wern.

this is how my left knee looked like for the past 2 weeks

besides the 3 main cuts infront, there are 2 small holes on top and on the left of my leg and these were the wounds which bleeds the most although it's not as painful as the 3 main cuts

here comes the most geli part....my wound!!! photo taken this afternoon after sutures being removed. such a big wound right???!!! oh, the 2 small cuts were the "doors" for the camera during my surgery

take a closer look.....:p

now, proudly present to you my "best friend" for 5 days(only) after my surgery lol

hhmm.....the doctor told me that i recovered very fast compared to others. i'm happy as i know it's all God's work. Hallelujah!!!

tell you guys some secrets.....during this 2 weeks, i went shopping with my family, went to The Maze Cafe and have fun with the Acts Church's young working adults and even clean up the house (sweeping and mopping). THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IS - i can bounce(basic for hip hop) already!!! yeay!!! erm....i know i'm going to hear lots of lecturers from you who read this post of mine.....yes yes yes.....i will take care of my leg well.....it's my leg lar, i can feel that it's ok to do what i'm doing and what i've done. i won't take the risk as i love to dance and want to get back to my dancing life again......

anyway, why so worried? God is still in control! Mark 11:22-24 "have faith in God. whatever you asked in prayers, believe that you have received it and it will be yours!" i really believed that God will healed me fast enough so that i can dance for Him again for Christmas even before i went for my operation! if i can't dance for Christmas, it just means that my calling is not for Christmas, it's for another dance next year. new year? Chinese New Year? only God knows and He has His best plan for me. if i didn't get the chance to dance for Him next year and i went to UK and study already. well, there are lots of chances waiting for me when i finally graduated and started working in Malaysia.....the conclusion is - have faith and always be positive *wink*

popping and locking, wait for me!!!

give thanks

2007-10-31T23:26:00.000-07:00

i was discharged from SJMC yesterday. now resting at home. behaving like a disabled. i know i'm a disabled now but i believe it won't be long though.

i stayed in SJMC for 3 days and there are some people that would like to specially give thanks to :-

1) God - thanks for being with me all the time and thanks for granting me peace and joy all this while. even when i was pushed into the operation theathre, i wasn't afraid at all! thank you Father in Heaven!

2) my sister - thanks for accompanying me and give me support for the 3 days in SJMC. although you are going to sit for you final CPA paper on 5th of November, which is next monday, you still accompmany me and sleep in SJMC with me. thanks you jie jie...i know sleeping on 2 chairs is not comfortable...especially for you as you always complaint that your back's painful after you slept on the sofa. sorry jie...thank god for blessing me with you.....i love you jie jie....

3) my mummy - thanks for calling me every morning and give me moral support. thanks for reminding me what i should and shouldn't eat.

4) my brother - thanks for accompanying me until the doctor came and see me on tuesday night. you came around 8pm and the doctor came around 11.30pm. sorry for making you sleep late again as it's very unusual for you to come back so early from work so that you can rest early. sorry...

5) Joshua Chiam - thanks for being with me and my sister in SJMC for the 3 days. thanks for giving me support and pray for me before and after my operation. thanks for buying us McDonalds!!! hahaha....erm, sorry for the police summon you got when you sent me home yesterday. if it wasn't because you want to send me back, you won't get the summon. sorry...

6) Daisy Han - thanks for visiting me at home after work and thanks for the dinner and bread. you are so sweet and thanks for praying for me too.

7) Wee Liam - er...i know you came and visit me in SJMC but too bad lar, i was doing my first physiotheraphy session. haha....anyway, thanks for coming.

8) Jia Wern - thanks for helping me to carry my beg when i discharge. but you ponteng from your work....ahem.....

9) Stanley - thanks for calling after my operation. thanks for praying for me with your friends. thanks!

10) Sze Jia - thanks for calling me yesterday. i know you wanna show your concern but sorry lar, i was sleeping after taking my medicine as the medicine makes me drouzy. sorry lar, didn't really talk to you cause i was quite blur....hahaha

11) my green huddle girls - thanks for praying for me all this time. i know you guys are busy as finals are just around the corner. no need to visit me. i'm ok

ok lar, till here. i'll upload some "interesting" photos took by my sister using her handphone in SJMC here next time. may be tomorrow....

29th November 2007

2007-10-26T18:09:00.000-07:00

yes, 29th November 2007 is my official operation date in SJMC. a big day for me.

i will be put on GA for the operation. a lot of people said people tend to be more stupid if they were put on GA for operation. i'm already so stupid. the GA's going to make me more stupid! God...... but that's what people said. God say :"i will make you more clever!" yes! i turst in You...

i dunno what to do during the 1 week in hospital and 1 week at home as i can't move around too much. watch tv? knit mufflers? study? no way! not study! sure no mood for that! but if i don't, i'm worried that i won't be able to catch up with the teachings as it's really fast.....huh.....

alright, my laptop's battery is running very low. time to stop typing.

see you guys in 2 weeks time

BEST REGARDS!

thank you Alexander Graham Bell

2007-10-19T18:04:00.000-07:00

"girls have endless topic to talk"

"girls like to talk a lot"

"girls just can't stop talking when they get it started"

"girls talk very loud"

"girls always like to 'bow din wa zuk' --> cook phone porridge"

yes, conclusion = girls like to talk

hhhmm......i bet not every girls like to talk much though; not every girl talk very loud; not every girl will 'bow din wa zuk', no money how to 'bow'? hahaha....you guys have to understand one thing, girls don't just talk for fun. we discuss things, we joke around, we update others about ourselves, we share interesting things/incidents with each other, we gossip (hohoho....sorry. sometimes only lar), we tell others our problem and get some advice..........

well, the reason why i post this is because i talk to weng yan over the phone from 11.30pm-1.20am last night/morning. if it wasn't because her brother was sleeping d, i think we'll go until......dunno what time lar. cos we just have too much to update each other. we don't see each other now. so the best thing is talk over the phone! have to give thanks to Alexander Graham Bell for inventing telephone in 1876. (i purposely go google search for this piece of information!!! hahahha......) can you imagine if we are still living in a world without telephone/handphone? how are you going to ask for help if you had problems when you are outside or when you are alone at home?

-谢谢你伟大的发明-

why do we need to study?

2007-10-12T19:03:00.000-07:00

i'm so sick of reading full judgment of cases and analyse it along while i read, write out a report on the cases and present in class randomly....

so far i had already done with 2 cases and this took me one week.......and there are loads of full judgments waiting for me to read and analyse. each case carries around 40 pages at least...i can't resist but to say.......

I HATE STUDYING or should i say I HATE MS. NALINA? hhmm.......well, i still have to bare with her for another 1 year....go Anne!!!

have to apply for ucas soon. this has been bothering me so much. i know very well myself that i'm not good at studying so i don't really care which university i will be going to. well, i'm thinking of the University of Liverpool but i'm worried that i can't meet the requirements. my 2nd choice will be UWE then. questions started popping out in my mind.....if i really met the requirements of Liverpool, which is 60%, do i really wanna go there? heard that i can't do Bar if i go there as they are not recognised by Bar. but UWE is. huh.....have to do some research on the universities as soon as possible.....

Finally Recovered!!!

2007-10-07T23:39:00.000-07:00

i'm finally back to college today!!! yeay!!! thank God i haven't missed much. guess what, all my classmates thought i went for my knee surgery and they were so surpirsed to see me walking around like normal. hahax. Hana Tan's the one lar! i didn't tell her i'm going for my surgery and she just ASSUME that i went for it as i didn't come to college...well, whatever. now, i'm finally recovered from my sickness for the past whole week! Hallelujah!!!

well, have to tune myself back fast to 2nd year!!! lots of cases waiting for me to read and analyse although my friends all said i still don't look well. well, life still have to go on.......

P/S : it's funny, everyone come and ask me :"so, how's life in Help without Weng Yan?" i was like...........it's not that i come to help because of weng yan and she's not the purpose me going to help to study. well, i like guys LOL i know you wanted to say the same thing too koh weng yan :p btw, any updates from UOL? i hope for you the best yea *hugzzz*

sick

2007-10-04T19:04:00.000-07:00

Yes, i'll just go straight to the point --> i'm sick. Anne Ng who seldom fall sick is finally sick again this year.....all started on tueday.......

i reached Wisma Help around 7.15am and i went straight to 3rd floor to study as usual using the big table outside the lecture hall. i was feeling great and so i settled myself down and started to read the full judgment of the case laws Ms. Nalina "demanded" us to read --> McFarlance, Rees (both Court of Appeal and House of Lords) and Parkinson. each case's judgment are very long!!! approximately 40 pages each case. since i need to finish reading it by thursday for tutorials, i was so "guai", i continue reading until 9.30am and guess what, i only finished reading 3 pages... it's so hard to understand plus i have to analyse the judgments!!! i have to say, ms nalina gave us too much stress.......

-THIS IS THE TIME I SUDDENTLY FELT SICK-

i suddently felt very uncomfortable and so i packed all my things and closed my eyes for 5 minutes as i was thinking may be my brain is tired. when i lift my face up, i just felt that my head was soooooo heavy and i could feel the heat coming out from my nose and mouth...i was so weak that time. i slowly walk up to 7th floor and look for Mr. Ganesan as he has a class with us at 10am. i have to let him know that i'm going back as i wasn't really feeling well. seriously......and yea, after seeing him in 6.13 where he was having class and after taking his book (he promised to lend to me to photocopy), i rushed back to SS15 and went to see Dr. Goh near my house.

i straight away went upstairs and sleep when i reached home. i can even feel that the bottom of my leg wass hot!!! it was that crazy!!! guess what, when i was about to sleep, the government suddently cut our current.....so i slept without fan for 5 hours. i'm a very sweaty person but guess what, i didn't even sweat at all!!! i think it's because the surroundings were still cooler than my body temperature....

around 1am, my sister woke me up and gave me a cup of nestem, asked me to drink it and take another fever pill and my whole body is hot including my arms but excluding my leg. i was having terrible headache too. i can't walk bergaya-gaya like before and my strength is around half that i have before. it's really sad for me.....but thank God, i have my jie jie, she purposely drove around and find some GP in SS15 and sms me and asked me to choose. thank God for blessing me with her....

and yea, i wasn't feeling good the next morning and so i went to Kumpulan Medic and got an injection at the back. it's a bit painful. now the place where the doctor injected is a bit swollen.

i suppose i got this strong bacteria from the girl sitting opposite of my on 3rd floor on Wisma Help. this bacteria is very "li hai". i feel bad as my grandma and jie jie are sick because of me, especially my grandma. she's so old d and 1 of my aunty was crying last night...(although i know she always like to cry lar...) but yea...i just feel like moving out or just lock myself up in the room until i'm fully recovered.... my mummy is coming tomorrow, i can't go near her as she's very weak. i don't want to pass my germs to her again...although it's sad to tell a daughter not to get close to her mother, but it's for mummy's sake....ok lar....i'll just tolerate... but i'm VERY SURE mummy will push me away and koko will chase me away from mummy.......(crying.......)that's cruel.......

the sad thing is.....this morning.....before koko went to work, he said "i know you are ok already, don't pretend." i was like WTF. i was so uncomfortable this morning. i vomitted some stuff out after my sister left and i'm trying to act ok as i don't want them to do cruel things to me as i stated above....and this is what my brother thought of her little sister??? Father.....only you know the truth........

i lost 3 kgs already as i have no appetite to eat anything as it seems like everything i eat is bitter.......and the worse thing is my knee surgery has to be postpone. but God, i trust you will heal me and i trust in Your perfect timing......

my love

2007-09-07T00:32:00.000-07:00

guess you guys must be thinking of boy friend after you guy read the title of this post right? hhmm.....i'm proud to say i'm still single :p

anyways, being bored at home waiting for Monday to come to see a doctor in SJMC....one thing that i have to say.......this holiday is damn boring!!! i just went out with PL05 friends twice, watched Routatouille with church friends, going to watch Rush Hour 3 tonight 11pm, going to church friend's housse later, perform twice for Sloggi in Sg Wang and Sunway Lagoon respectively, went to see fire works with church friends in cyberjaya......this holiday is really "flat"......the highest point of this holiday of mine is that i have to go for an operation........duh......

well, i just don't feel like talking about this anymore.

hhmm......i was knitting muffler and listening to IL DIVO's songs. i love them so much~ they sing so professionally and their voices brought me into emotion several times when i listen to it especially when i was alone, when i can 100% concerntrate in their singing.......listening to their songs again just now, i just decided to blog something about them........

these 4 precious singers are gathered by one of the American Idol's judges, Simon Cowell from 4 different countries i.e. tenor David Miller from United States, tenor Urs Buhler from Switzerland, baritone Carlos Marin from Spain and pop singer Sebastian Izambard from France.

from left to right : Sebastian, Carlos, Urs and David

Il Divo sings in English, Spanish, French, Latin and Italian and they can roughly speak these languages. cool hur??? guess what, Il Divo was named the Most Multinational UK No.1 Album Group in the 2006 edition of the Guinness Book of World Records!!! they are so successful!!!

the following are their albums :-
1) Il Divo - 2004
2) Ancora - 2005
3) The Christmas Collection - 2005
4) Voices - 2006
5) Simpre - 2006

the following are my favourite songs of them :-
1) Regresa A Mi
2) Mama
3) My Way
4) Unchained Melody
5) Nella Fantasia
6) Passera
7) I Believe in You - duet with Celine Dion
8) Time of Our Lives - duet with Toni Braxton
9) Heroe
10)All By Myself
11)Ave Maria
12)Isabel
13)Lavi Sin Amor
14)Everytime I Look At You

they are so romantic....i love to watch their concerts although most of the peoplpe find it boring includes my brother and sister. but their status in my heart remains the same.......

so romantic...

amongst these 4 singers, i love David Miller the most. he's tall(around 190cm), handsome and the most important thing, he has a real nice voice!!! his voice can be soft and can be strong......and yea....he can play musical insruments and he has a charming smile.....

to me, guys who can sing well and can play musical instruments are basically very attractive. same to guys who can dance :p

Il Divo always were formal attires during their performance. it's hard to see them in casual attires. here's one of the photos that the divos in casual

love Il Divo so much~ hope that they can come out with more good songs and i will try my best to go to their concert when they come to Malaysia

updates on my left leg

2007-09-05T02:25:00.000-07:00

i see an orthopaedic in Damansara Specialist Hospital last Saturday and did an x-ray on both my legs. through x-rays, my legs looked ok and the doctor arrange a MRI test for me on monday. so, i cancelle my initial plan to drive my mum back to muar on sunday and went for the test. guess what, i was asked to lie down and cannot move my left leg for 1 hour!!! but time flies as i spent time with God. i sing His praise songs in there and spent quiet time with Him. to me, it's like after 20 minutes, the radiographer told me at i have 12 minutes left. but then she came in and told me, there's some image on the last few scan and she need to scan it again. so, 5 minutes more. but i don't remember moving my leg. hhmm....may be the image was God's hand. i believe He is healing me slowly even right now! *Hallelujah*

well, i rushed back after the scan as it was already 5.15pm!!! traffic jam!!! so i told the radiographer that i will collect my report on wednesday before i see the orthopaedic again.

and yea on wednesday, which is today, i wait for my aunties to come to my SS15 house before i can leave house for hospital. i rushed out when they arrived as they were late and when i tried to start the engine of the 23 year old mercedes, i just can't start it!!! this happened to me on monday but after some try, the engine starts again but not today. so, i get down from the mercedes and asked for my aunty's permission to drive her satria to hospital and she just gave me her car key. that's my kind 1st aunty...

traffic was quite heavy and i managed to reach there in 45 minutes and i managed to find a parking lot infront of the shophouses near the hospital. it was already 10.50am. so i rushed to the radio department and collect my report and rushed to 1st floor to Dr. Gan's clinic. erm, quite some patients were waiting there already and so i left my report with the nurse and sit on the benches and reach the books that i brought with me i.e. The Purpose Driven Life and I Kissed Dating Goodbye. after half an hour, i was called into the doctor's room and waited for him for 10 minutes(as usual) as i believe he has test to do in the other room.

well, the doctor told me that i tore 3 of my ligaments and my inner muscles are slightly swollen. he said since i'm still young, he'll advised me to undergo a surgery in order for him to fix everything. hhmm.....i was not surprised as Joel, a guy in my church, twisted his leg's ligament too and he undergone a surgery to fix it. His surgery cost him about RM7,000. i was so shocked when he told me that amount. i asked Dr. Gan approximately how much will my surgery cost....i nearly fainted.........RM17,000-RM20,000!!! it's because the doctor have 4 or 5 things to do through the surgery. hhmm........well, luckily my mummy bought medical insurance for me. but the nurse tod me today that AIA insurance was not on their hospital panel yet so my mum may have to pay from her pocket then only try to claim from the insurance company. this is quite risky. what if the insurance company refused to pay? my mum would have to pay through her nose!!! and i have to pay my 2nd year tuition fees soon when college recommences on 17th of september!!! that's crazy!!! i feel so bad and pray hard that the insurance company will pay all my expenses in the hospital......i pitty my beloved mummy......i'm sorry mummy......

*my mummy just called me and said she cannot find my medical card...and she sounded very stressed up.....i'm sorry mummy......i love you mummy........

and yea...i told Dr. Gan that i wish my surgery to be done as soon as possible as i need to walk with walking stick after the surgery for around 3 weeks. guess what the doctor told me? then let's make it tomorrow. i was like HAR???!!! SO FAST???!!! he said yea as i need time to rest and my college is commensing soon. actually, i will prefer the surgery to be done next week because we have a family outing to Cameron Highland this saturday!!! hur......since my mum can't find my medical card now, i think she might ask my uncle, who's our insurance agent to replace my medical card for me and it may take some time. so, does it mean that our family outing is still on???!!! yeay!!! it's been years since 4 of us go for an outing together!!! i'm so excited right now. well, at least before i become disabled, let me enjoy lar!!! sigh...

well, everything is to be confirmed tomorrow and i'm very sure that my surgery won't be done tomorrow because i called the clinic just now around 4.50pm, no boday answer the phone!!! it was stated on my appoinment card that the clinic closed at 5pm. but i understand....welcome to malaysia :p

i can still remember how sad i am when the doctor told me that i cannot dance for the time being. i can only walk, swim and cycle. i was crying in the hospital....but i'm not scared anymore. that's because i trust HIM!!! i believe that He will heal me as He is the perfect Healer i claim for His power of healing in Jesus name!!! although i'm not totally healed yet, but i trust in His timing!!! sooner and later He will heal me. He is in control of everything. He has the best plan for me. He gave me the talent to dance, i'm sure He won't take it away from me. yes, i really believe in Him 100% as He has done so many good things on me. I'm just going to continue to believe in Him and continue to worship Him for the rest of my life...

Healer by Planet Shakers

You hold my every moment,
You calm my raging seas,
You walk with me through fires,
And heal all my disease.

I trust in You,
I trust in You.

I believe, You're my Healer,
I believe, You are all I need,
I believe, You're my portion,
I believe, You're more than enough for me,
Jesus You're all I need.

Nothing is impossible for You,
Nothing is impossible for You,
Nothing is impossible for You,
You hold my world in Your hands...

favourite sentence(s)/acts

2007-09-02T21:37:00.000-07:00

SHING YI
- (in mandarin) one leg dunno kick him to where
- hai ye + her very own expression (i bet only weng yan know what i am trying to say here) lol
- (in cantonese) hai meh?

BENJAMIN MIAW
- (in cantonese) lokku!!! (with his very own way of saying it + his hand action)
- hahhhahhaha (laughing in his typical way) LOL

KOH WENG YAN
- (in cantonese) gao meh si fat?
- (in cantonese) tiu lei!
- (in cantonese) meh?! + her "pretty" facial expression
- OI!

EVA
- (in cantonese) zhou meh wo... + her innocent look

SZE JIA
- ahahaha.... (out of no where :p)
- (in mandarin) ai ya....sui bian lar!!!
- (in mandarin) wo sui bian de
- (in mandarin) shen jing de!!!

HENRY LEE
- this is the first time i agree with you + his favourite facial expression lol
- ah ya ya ya...(when we were talking)

JIANG MUN
- hey guys, guess what.....(bla bla bla bla bla)
- she talk a lot i can't really remember. but one thing, she's loud XD

ZEE KIN
- SSSHHH!!! + saliva spitting out
- laugh out loud until the food in his mouth "shot" other's body/face *sigh*
- then ok lar!

MARWIN
- (in mandarin) you mei you?
- covering his mouth with his hand
- (in cantonese) so hai!
- always show his middle finger to me *sigh*

KHEE HENG
- always call me babe~ (so geli...lol)
- always blocked the door and don't let me in and asked me to kiss him at the glass door if i wanna go in *sweat*

YUN SIN
- why so gan zheong?! (in cantonese)

MS. NG KAY MI
- why so gan zheong?! --> same as Ah Loh (Yun Sin)
- why like that?
- er, marks will be awarded accordingly
- sorry lar, my england ar, not good one you know + her sarcastic smile
- oh...with her cute cubby face :p
- anne? marwin? mawar? lokido? donald? james? weng yan? yao long? kelvin? shashi? (basically, she'll just call out the people who are looking at her after she teach one topic to ensure that you understand...)

MS. JASPAL
- don't show me your age!
- you can only talk to me if you have the same initials behind my name... e.g. LLB and LLM
- respect ar respect
- your inability to listen will be your down fall. take my word!

MS. NALINA
- can you please shut up?!
- SHUT UP!
- STUPID!

MR. GANESAN
- guys, don't irritate me ar!
- sshh! sshh! OI!!!

BEE LIAN
- er....yuin yuin...... with her innocent look

XING YI
- AAAHEM!!!

LILI
- hohoohoho... (laughing and covering her mouth with her hand)

YAN CHUN
- nene! (calling me...)
- asala...

MATTHEW ONG
- ar anne!
- k lar k lar!
- ya sure sure sure
- can can can!
(basically, he likes to repeart a certain words...)

IDA
- .......right? .......right? .......right?

JOAN (my sister)
- oh yo yo yo!!!
- oh come on!!! come on!!!
- oh baby baby~
- hohohoohh......(laughing with her typical way) lol

MUMMY
- ye ye ye ye!!! LOL a sporting mummy i have
- always got angry and hit me when i don't want her money. she even throw the things in her hand when she saw me taking her purse because she don't want me to put the money back to her purse.....(funny right?)
- come on girl!
- yoohooo~

FELIX
- anne anne anne!!!

CHIA HUI
- anne dear...
- qing ai de...

MY 5TH AUNTY
- please lar!!
- ai yo mother...!!!
- ai yo i tell you, bla bla bla bla bla bla bla.......-none stop-

MY 2ND AUNTY
- (in Hok Chiew) nu ek pe meh??? (means do you understand?) she always have to say this after every sentence she said.......and she can talk none stop from Subang Jaya to Muar (in the car)......*sweat*

suffering on and off...

2007-08-26T19:53:00.000-07:00

since secondary, i have been suffering from one thing on and off......--> ligament tearing

the very first time i tore my left leg's ligament was during my net ball training when i was 16 years old. that was the most terrible one. i was screaming and crying in great pain! i was lying flat on my tummy and i just can't stretch my left leg straight. it was too painful.......i later understand from a doctor that i tore my ligament and he told me that i can't do sports for 2 weeks. but that time net ball competition was 1 week ahead only! i told my trainer that i can't go for the competition but she gave me that kind of look as if i'm lying and said i must go as there's only 2 defendants (including me) and i have to go in case the other defendant is injured. so, i continue with training and i subsequently tear my ligament several times but it's not as painful as the 1st time.

then everything was ok but nightmare started again when i joined Fellest's hip hop class in Taylor's. i was doing ok but i tore my ligament AGAIN during our practice for a levels prom night. my leg wasn't stable but i continue with it. after the performance, i tried not to do heavy training on my leg and it recovered. i dare not said 100% but 70%.

it has been so long since i last tear my ligament until i totally forget about it. THEN, the performance in Sunway Lagoon reminded me about ALL THIS PAIN AGAIN.........i was performing on the surf beach's stage and i 'FINALLY' tore my ligament AGAIN during the 2nd last part of The Dancing Lawyerz's dance routine, the hip hop part, which is right after the sexy dance part. IT'S ALL BECAUSE OF THE CARPET!!! how can we dance on carpet!!! it's been hard for the break dancers too. well, i was actually about to stop dancing but then i continued as it's not good to stop half way lar!!! i bare with the pain and continue dancing but as you can see from the video, obviously that i just simply shake my body for the hip hop and top rock part. and for the last freeze, i didn't even do it. the funny part is, weng yan said :"WOI!!!" and i told her :"i hurt my leg..." ON THE STAGE ITSELF!!! lol

haiz....now i can't walk properly. i'm thinking of seeing a specialist, but which specialist shall i go to??? bone specialist? sounds weird. maternity? LOL

here's the video of our performance in Sunway Lagoon for Sloggi's Blue Summer event...

-First Paid Performance-

2007-08-13T03:43:00.000-07:00

My first performance in Sungai Wang!!!

Although our performance was not very good but i consider that ok as we didn't practice together for almost 4 months! we just finished our 1st year law degree finals the day before we perform.

Guess what Sloggi gave me for this performance?
1) RM20
2) RM30 voucher
3) 2 Hikini panties (i requested :p)
4) 50 Summer Blue ticket (event happening Sunway Lagoon on the 25th of August)
not bad lar hor? i'm a student, not professional dancer mar. ok lar...

oh ya, just to update you guys, the Dancing Lawyerz are going to perform again in Sunway Lagoon on the 25th of August, which i mentioned above. I don't expect you guys to come and support lar because it's very inconvenient for you guys. just to let you all know and i'll probably ask someone to record for me again :p

i bet that will be the last time for us to dance that routine since we decided to choreograph our own routine when we are free as we are planning to perform for our next Law Ball :p i hope we will do a good job although our technique are still lacking. But nevermind, we can choreograph with our own creativity. hopefully it will turn out to be nice :)

TAGGED!!!!!!!

2007-08-09T11:17:00.001-07:00

well, i just pay a visit to Shing Yi's blog and i noticed that i'm being tagged by her...sigh....so this is what i have to do...but first of all, let me introduce my chicky darling to you~

OOOPPPSSS!!!! ^^

that's Shing Yi and I in Sungai Wang's Red Box

okay, let me answer the following questions...

1) Name one person who made you smile last night.
my brother

2)What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?
in my brother's car heading to PuduRaya

3) What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
eating jungle rambutan from my mummy's client

4) What was something that happened to you in 2006?
isn't it impossible to summarise everything into just 1 sentence?

5)What was the last thing you said aloud?
Hur???

6) How many different things did you drink today?
1

7) What color is your hairbrush?
one light blue and one grey

8) What was the last thing you paid for?
bus ticket

9) Where were you last night?
in SS15 grandma's house

10) What color is your gate?
SS15 - light green
Muar - dark green

11) Where do you keep your change?
in my purse of course

12) What is the weather like today?
as shinny as Anne Ng :p

13) What is the best ice cream flavor?
Hagen Das's Macademia

14) What is something you are excited about?
dancing and singing on stage~

15) Do you want to cut your hair?
cut 1 month ago d

16) Are you over the age of 25?
i'm still a teenager~

17) Do you talk a lot?
basically yes but depends on who i am talking to

18) Do you watch The O.C.?
nope. i don't even know what's O.C. :p

19) Do you know anyone named Steven?
'hak se wui dai lou' - steven (my classmate)^^

20) Do you make up your own words?
yup. eg : mempersiasuekan; i li tie ting(1 ball of nails - in mandarin)= irritating;

21) Are you typically a jealous person?
hhmm....typically, nope

22) Name a friend whose name starts with the letter "A".
Angela

23) Name a friend whose name starts with the letter "K".
Kelvin

24) Who's the 1st person on your received calls list?
my mummy

25) What did the last text message you received say?
eh so luck. ok. take care of my mother - from my brother ^^

26) Do you chew on your straws?
NO

27) Do you have curly hair?
Not to the extent of maggi-mee-curly, but waivy

28) Where is the next place you're going?
toilet - wanna pang sai now...brb

29) Who is the rudest person in your life?
the OLD LADIES working in Help maincampus's Bursary

30) What is the last thing you ate?
i told you i ate jungle rambutan 30 minutes ago lok!!!

31) Is marriage in your future?
i believe so

32) What is the best movie you've seen in the past two weeks?
NO TIME FOR MOVIES!!! FINALS!!! sigh...

33) Is there anyone you like right now?
in a sense, yes

34) When was the last time you did the dishes?
5 hours ago. in fact, i did it everyday. isn't it compulsory??? weird question...

35) Are you currently depressed?
Yes and No

36) Did you cry today?
for what??? i don't simply cry

37) Why did you answer and post this?
because my darling shing yi tagged me lor!!!

38) Tag 5 people who would do this survey:-
- zheng sheng
- felix saw
- xing yi
- wei king
- koh weng yan

很多时候...

2007-06-01T01:39:00.000-07:00

很多时候, 我会不知不觉地犯同一错误. 没从中学习...
很多时候, 我会突然对读书感到厌倦...
很多时候, 我会突然很想跳舞. 像中了"跳舞毒"似的...
很多时候, 我会胡思乱想, 专想一不开心的事. 最后搞到自几的心情糟透了...
很多时候, 我会突然无精打彩,做什么事都有心无力...
很多时候，明明就醒了，可是还不愿意下床, 宁可躺在床上想东想西半个小时 ...
很多时候, 明明就吃不下，但为了不浪费, 还是逼自己吃完...
很多时候，明明很爱睡了, 但会逼自己保持清醒来读书。最终只明白了50%...
很多时侯, 明明想说一些话, 但在开口的那一刹那, 什么都忘了...
很多时喉, 明明不喜欢做一样事情, 但往往会被逼去做...

太多"很多时喉"了吧?

唉, 人生苦短, 我真不知道要怎么样在短时间内改善自己. 难道我注定今身要这样过吗? 放屁啦! 我才不相信命运叻!我只相信<他>.......他一定会改善我的.......只是在于快或慢.......我相信.......

-The Dancing Lawyerz-

2007-04-30T00:18:00.000-07:00

The Dancing Lawyerz's video is on YouTube!!! Check it out!!!

-Inter-College Dance Competition 2007-

2007-04-27T03:14:00.000-07:00

finally the competition is over.......huh........still remember when weng yan first asked me :" Anne, do you want to take part?" "YES!!!" that's what i said straight away without thinking.... :p

well, we had a tough time looking for our crew member as we initially planned to have 4 in our crew and we planned to do purely on hip hop. erm, we managed to find 1 guy who's our classmate but we failed to find oen more guy. our 6 sense also told us that the guy that we found won't be co-operative enough. we were so down once and we even told each other that we won't be able to compete in the competition BUT (i can't remember what happened) one night, both of us just suddently decided to fight in the 'dance war' ourselves!!! cool hur??? LOL

actually, we seldom practice ^^ not that we are lan si lar but honestly, we seldom pratice together. of course we have the initiative to practice on our own at home lar because we are just crazy over dancing. hahahha....... well, i think we are pretty lucky that night for winning the Best Girl Team award. can you imagine the Dancing Lawyers, one learnt hip hop for 3 years and another one learnt for 1 year??? that's imazing isn't it? but actually we have to thank bboy eddie for choreographing everything and even cut the songs for "us" (though i know he done everything not for me). But still formally, i have to thank him because without him, we won't be able to take part and we won't be able to win too. without him, we won't know popping, locking and top rock!!! (learn from me to be thankful lar, hao po yan!!!)

before i forget, THANKS GUYS FOR BEING SO SUPPORTIVE!!! THANKS FOR COMING!!! i was really touched when Shing Yi sms me and told me that she's coming to support and she's asking you guys to come too!!! thanks shing yi~ you are always so sweet~ *hugzzz*

okay, let me present some photo here to refresh you guys' mind of 20th April 2007 night.......

taking over the RM500 super duper big "checque" from Sloggi's representatives!!! yoohooo~ Dancing Lawyers rock!!!

FELIX!!! the buddy who is always so supportive!!! thanks for coming ~ *hugzzz*

yeay! took with one of the judges of the night, who's also our hip hop instructor, Fellest!!!

thanks for coming guys. although not everyone is in this photo, but in my heart, i'll always remember you all who came

the breakdancers from Acts Church!!! thanks for coming too guys. pai se lar, let you all see i dance.... you guys are so pro!!!

my biological elder sister. pretty isn't she? she's the one who non-stop giving me moral support!!! thanks jie jie. you are the best!!! *muaksss*

'hei hak' of the night!!! well, he claimed that we won because he came........ahem.......

had a drink and a reunion in Asia Cafe, our 'lao di fang'(mandarin). shing yi looked so short in this picture!!! don't pretend lar!!!

*The Dancing Lawyers*!!! possing in Asia Cafe LOL

oh well, this supposed to be our last pose. now show it to you all!!!

all right, that's all that i wanna post here. it takes a long time to upload one photo ler....duh.........

i wanna thank you guys again for coming to support The Dancing Lawyers especially Shing Yi, Kew and Felix who live quite far from SS15. Felix even stayed over night in hotel or his friend's house!!! omg!!! i'm so touched........thanks for being so supportive guys.........thanks a lot........

-I LOVE YOU GUYS- *bling*

ATTENTION!!!

2007-04-13T10:43:00.000-07:00

guys! i found one video made by my primary friend's brother on youtube about Muar's Chinese!!! i love it so much. it's quite funny. check it out!!!

think back of those days........

2007-03-23T06:11:00.000-07:00

my mum's platelets were too low again. she suffered internal bleeding and cough blood on tuesday. i was informed by my aunty and i straight away rushed down to Muar and bring my mum to Malacca'a Pantai Hospital. well, i have to accompany her, if not she'll be alone. so, i ponteng sekolah for 4 days...anyways, she's discharged today but i'm down with high fever, flu and soar throat........gosh.......

now, i'm in my mum's office since she wants to get ready an agreement for her client to sign tomorrow. duh......

i went through My Pictures in my computer................

remember we took our profile's photos in a class room on D floor of A Level's block? we even coevered the windows so that we can get the prefect outcome of these photos! everyone who saw out profile said it's very professionally done! thanks Muiz!!!

MY VERY FIRST HIP HIP PERFORMANCE!!! i learn hip hop for only one month and i'm performing on the stage!!! Reflies Believe It Or Not? Believe It! LOL oh ya, thanks Weng Yan for choreographing the dance ^^

PL5 is notorious of doing crazy stuffs. allow me to play back some of the scenes to you guys now...................................................

remember we ordered 6 Domino Pizzas and eat in Taylor's cafeteria as our lunch? i was so full after that.....we can't even finish it with Weng Yan around :p

cheese cake baked specially for PL5 by Eva!!!

Eva, yi ka je miss your cheese cake lar. when are you going to bake one for me again? hehehe

unfortunately, that's what left for Weng Yan because it's finished up by Ms Wong!!! face punya problem lar LOL

Shing Yi's fu chuk + yi mai + bak go + dan tong soi!!! mmmMmmm.......yummy~

staring at the cakes made by Eva's mum~

"i want somemore!!!"

the lovely and delicious mooncake from Taiwan!!! thanks Shing Yi!!! *muaksss*

Kho, remember Mr. Wong (Lay Lay) looked at you with that type of look and asked you "why are you wearing shorts today?" LOL

this carnivora couple won PL5's Best Couple Award!!! so matching and so sweet right???

*CONGRATULATIONS*

Jiang Mun :" ok now, let me teach you my very own skill of eating yee mee without taking all the vegetables. Basically, you just have to pick all the vegetables out and put it aside. it's as simple as ABC! "

well, may be we can ask Sohan to demonstrate the right way of bitting straw?

Sudoku and Kakuro are the games that Shing Yi, Eva and I love to play when we saw it on the papers

the 2 of us who loves to take photo. if not mistaken, this photo was taken in accounting class. hhehehe

compare Shing Yi, mine and Eva's thumb........... mine is the shortest..........sob sob...........

what an 'artistic' photo took by shing yi while we felt so bored studying in the cafeteria

we were asked to pose like this by Benjamin. do you think it's nice?

Sohan's work during Law. well, we can't blame him for not concerntrating in class because i think none of us did concerntrate in class. who ask Ms Harjit to hypnotise us everytime???!!!

look at Benjamin!!! he's sleeping in the class ALWAYS. even Angelica's concerntrating in class. memalukan saja lar you ben ben...

who's this?

Henry Lee Daw Ming lor. our very own DVD supplier.

what's he doing?

busy with his iPod and newspaper as usual

the 4 georgeous sisters with sai mui's favourite expression

the 3 hak min. i think this is why Benjamin said he's scared to be with us when the 4 sisters were together. ahahahha......

the SS15's gang celebrates Sohan's birthday in Starbucks

the ghost in our class!!!!!!!!!! no lar. she's just a trans. her name is Alvin Ling Weng Yan

of course our unforgetable A Leevl Prom Night!!! PM15 v PL5

when the girls pose......

and when the guys pose. so different! hahahahaha

the 3 posers in Shing Yi's car. photo took while there were heavy traffic jam. our face is red because of Weng Yan's car's break light. hohohoho

whole class had banana leaf in Bangsa on the last day of college life. nice colour hur???

the facial expression that Weng Yan always order me to show everyone. you know who am i imitating without me telling you lar har LOL

the girls pose again from the shortest to the tallest

the guys pose again......so funny~

the 2 "sisters" who have the same height but the perasan one, which is the one with a specs always claim that she's taller than Eva

we went for a drink after dinner. see the best couple of our class??? so intimate~

-happy family-

PANGKOR TRIP!!!

having fun on the banana boat!!! my first experience on the banana boat!!! it's so fun!!!

Ultraman Kho Sze Jia!!!

as usual, we love to pose funny and weird poses and take photo. hhuhuhuhu........

we taught Fahmdia to gamble. so bad.....

*we are the God of Gamble*

Karaoke trip with PL5's gang!!! it's so fun singing with you guys. erm, i can still remember Benjamin fallen asleep when we were shouting away!!!

barbecue party organised by Benjamin!!! it's so fun splashing each other water with used bowls and throw everyone into the swimming pool!!! hohohohoh.........

i really miss those time i spent with PL5. now in Help, my dai doi is Weng Yan, just like Benjamin said his dai doi in Taylor's is Jason!!! ahahahhaah........

what i miss the most in Taylor's life is of course this 4 sister relationship.

dai je : Koh Weng Yan

yi je : Anne Ng Yuin Yuin

sam mui : Lee Shing Yi

sai mui : Eva Chow Yoke Yi

[ Y A Y E ]

I'm Back!!!

2007-03-07T18:28:00.000-08:00

it's been ages since i last post something here. i have lots of things to share but i just don't have the time to do so. now, it's time for lunch and i still have researches to do for my assignments later. we are given 5 assignments at one go!!! can you believe that??? gosh.......

"Xin Nian Kuai Le"

2007-02-21T18:52:00.000-08:00

-HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR-

erm...i know this greating is a bit late, but it comes from the bottom of my heart......happy new year guys. i hope you guys enjoy your new year holidays.......

as for me, i can't enjoy this special holidays.... my granny was admitted to SJMC 5 days before Chinese New Year. she's not discharged until today. high fever was bothering her at first and now her left leg is swollen and she can't walk. her left kidney and urethra are blocked. doctors said they have to put her on MRI and other tests to see whether she's save to undergo operations because she's already 83 years old. we are all so worried. we are scared that her days can be counted because her organs are spoiling one by one just like my grandfather, her husband. we were adviced by the doctors 7 years ago to switch off my grandfather's ventilator......that's so sad......i'm really scared that the same thing will happen to my granny......

why is everything bad happening to my family these days? firstly, my mum was admitted and now her platelets are still fluctuating. secondly, my uncle in US was admitted to the hospital too and now he's on wheel chair. and now my granny. why is these all happening at one go???

W---H---Y???

what a Valentines Day.......

2007-02-16T05:15:00.000-08:00

The day before yesterday was Valentines Day. We were all asked to wear in either red or pink to Help. i wore a pink top and a skirt~ well, my class on that day only starts at 1p.m. so i left for Help around 11.30p.m. and reached around 12p.m. and this is how my 'wonderful' Valentines Day started...........

right after i parked my car, i was so happy because it took me 45minutes to find a place to park my 23 years old Mercedes Benz last week. as i was singing in my car, 2 Indian guys knocked at my window and asked me to wind down my window and so i did so. one of them ask me whether the car belongs to me and i said yes. then he told me that i didn't pay AmBank 46 loan instalments and the amount due was RM58,000++!!! i told them that it's impossible because that car is already 23 years old!!! every loan is settled and when we buy this Mercedes Benz, AmBank still doesn't exist PLUS my parents took loan from Public Finance only but not other bank!!! then 1 of them said they have a letter stating that my car is a 'wanted car' and so 1 of them went and take the letter.

i have no idea where that fellow went and take the letter because it took him almost 1 hour to take that sheet of letter! while i was waiting impatiently for the letter, the other one asked me "may i sit beside of you in your car?" OF COURSE I SAID NO!!! so, i got down from my car and locked it. i was quite scared because i don't know who they are. real repossessers ? or con men? i wonder!!! at that time, the guy kept on asking me questions "what course are you studying here?" "how old are you?" "you live in Subang Jaya right?" i was like......"how do you know i live in Subang Jaya?" the guy grinned at me and said "we have been following you from your house but of course we didn't follow you closely so that you won't realise" *i'm totally speechless* i was so scared and i told him that i want to go to the toilet and so i rushed into the toilet inside the main campus and called my mummy and brother. my mum said she never take loan from AmBank and my brother is the owner of the car now. i called my brother and he asked me to tell the admin people and call the police. so, i rushed to the receptionist and told her that i want to call the police because there are 2 Indians following me. the receptionist looked at me and said :"one of them is our Help's bus driver..." the 2 indians saw me and they walk over. the bus driver said :"eh, ah moi! pinjam duit tak nak pulang eh?" from then on, i'm not scared anymore but ...ANGRY...

while waiting for the letter, i called Weng Yan and Gary to come and accompany me because i still don't know whether they are con men or not.

1 hour later, 1 indian came back with a fax letter and a photocopy of that letter (a repossession order). the loan hirer in that letter is a guy called Chiang See Why. i told them that that's neither my mum nor my brother. i even told them that non of my family with the sir name CHIANG. we are NG and LING family. but they said even though the name and address is different, the car plate is the same. they even asked me to open my car's bonnet and let them check the enjine and chasis number. they were so rude to me and so i refused to do so. they were so mad with me, kept yelling at me saying that they want to call the police and tow my car. they insisted so we went to the police station in Pusat Bandar Damansara. the police asked me to open the car bonnet and let them checked if the enjine and chasis number are the same. then the indians said that they are going to drive my car away if the numbers are the same as stated in the repossession order, and so we went back to Help's car park.....

the enjine and chasis number are EXACTLY THE SAME!!!!!!!! i was so shocked!!! they asked me for my car key and said that they are going to drive my car to KL's AmBank and said i can follw them if i want to. i was so blessed to have Gary, Ken and Steven with me. Ken and Gary said they will go in my car with me and Ken asked me to sit behind with Gary. Steven drove his car behind of my car and Weng Yan follwed him.

when we arrived at AmBank, i called my brother to come over but he said he's waiting for my mum to fax all the evidence that can prove to the bank that JAX 9489 is our property. so, i asked the indians to wait for a while. weng yan left. after half an hour, the head of them told me that they want to bring my car to the police station and they asked me to clear out what belongs to me. i tried to drag their time but they were so impatient and just drove off my car although Steven and I tried to stop them. we were all so worried because we don't know whether they are really bringing my car to the police station or just car thieves. i called my brother and he said that the fax is running very slow and he sounds very impatient so i dare not call him again after that. 4 of us sat on the stairs infront of AmBank and wait for my brother. after about half and hour again, my brother came and i asked them to go and have their food since they haven't had their lunch and even breakfast for Ken. well, i asked them to go back after that. i feel so bad for them because i'm wasting their time for accopanying me to wait and come all the way to KL and Steven is going to send them back to Help because their car are still there.

my brother and i marched into the Collection Liaison Office of Ambank and told them what had happened and showed them our evidence. we had been paying road tax every year and the owner is my brother. the most important thing is that, our original vehicle card was stolen by someone in year 1985 and what we are holding now is a duplicate copy. we had all the affidavits and police reports proving that that really happened in 1985. the bank checked and told us that Mr. Chiang took loan from Pinang's AmBank and my car is transfered to Sabah!!! we were so shocked to know all these.......IT'S A FRAUD!!!

the bank took about 3 hours before they told us that they are going to return our car to us. the malay aldy said :"ok, Mr. Ng, we'll return your car to you. your car is now in our warehouse in Selayang. you can collect your car there." my brother was so mad with her and said :"you wrongly repossessed my car and now you are asking me to go to Selayang by taxi to collect my car??? YOU SEND MY CAR BACK HERE!!!" and so they made an arrangement with the indians an they said they will send it back but it will take sometime because they will be stuck in trafic jam as it's already 4.45p.m.

therefore, my brother and i went for our breakfast+lunch+early dinner and went back to the bank and wait for my car to be delivered.

FINALLY, i saw my car again around 6.55p.m. the indian who drove my car back don't even dare to look at me and my brother!!! he put the car key on my hand and walk away immediately. huh!!! then my brother signed a letter stating that what had happened today and they'll put this case under fraud and if they repossess my car again, they'll pay me damages for trespass to goods. after signing those letters, i drove my car to my brother's office and let him do his work before we go to the hospital together as my grandma was admitted to the hospital because of high fever......

we reached home around 10p.m. and i went out with my friend around 11p.m.

.......................

that's my Valentines 2007. i think i can write a essay with the topic The Longest Day Of My Life.

i know i cannot blame the indians for being rude because they really think that i'm the loan hirer and so they don't think they need to be nice to me......nevermind lar. it's all over.........

i'm so touch when Ken, Gary and Steven accompanied me until my brother came. especially Gary and Ken. they skipped class because of me! Gary even rushed to Help with his motobike from Kepogn after receiving my call asking for help. i really thank God......i'm really touched......i don't know that they can be so helpful........hahahhha........well, now i know.......xD

P/S : thanks to this incident, if not, i won't be so eager to start a blog. i want to update you all with me!!! hohohoo........what a good experience hur???